This is just an imaginative story.. never take it too serious… moreover,
too personal…
Time by time passed by..whatever
happened to this world, humans just could live it willingly. And so for Eun
Young. After Minho said that he hates her, she tries to open her heart that Minho really doesn’t like her… she must accept it. It
might be true that Minho was her 1st
love, but it may be… she cant reach him no more in this time of life… And
anyway in there, Minho really doesn’t have any
feeling at all for her… so he is fast to forget who she is..
January, February, March, April..
He walked through the faculty’s
corridor with really happy heart. His gloomy face wasn’t up no more since he
never met Eun Young no more. Minho is actually
a nice boy, as long as anyone doesn’t disturb him.. including disturb his
emotional feeling towards someone.. especially girl.
“Hi, Ji Young …. Toss!,” he collided
his palm to Ji Young’s. He always does it when he meets his closed or best
friend.
They walked together side by side.
“I heard that you’ve got a really
bad love story hahahaha,” with no platitude at all, Ji Young opened the
conversation. Minho abruptly saw him with his
grim face. Ji Young laughed at him.
“You are too late.. but it’s been
over,” replied Minho .
“What’s happened?? That girl wasn’t
sweet enough?? Isn’t white enough??,” asked Ji Young in his big grin.
“Not that matter,” answered Minho .
“so?,”
“It’s about attitude,” replied Minho still with grim
“O, chingu (friend).. you must be very selective with those girls
outside!,” Ji Young clapped Minho ’s shoulder.
Ji Young again laughed at him
loudly,”No, Chingu.. I guess you must lower a bit about your standard.. is she
pretty??”
Ji Young wasn’t surprised with Minho ’s attitude if he tries to tease or even insult
someone.
“hey.. don’t too exaggerate
something… you could be tied up,” replied Ji Young also by showing an
expression of teasing towards Minho .
“perhaps she will like you,” said Minho to Ji Young
Ji Young laughed at him again,” No
way, Chingu.. I guess she will always just love you… only love you.. not me”
“Yeah.. let’s prove it.. anyway..
where does she go to school?? Hehe,” asked Ji Young
“ well.. I guess she isn’t a high
school girl.. she might be a university student,” said Minho .
“Just gimme her phone number.. I
will get closed to her, hehe,”
“wow.. that’s cool.. hey, Minho .. when will you have a Richie rich girl??”, Ji
Young set his big grin to Minho .
Ji Young was aghast,”Ow.. I don’t
know about it””
“Yeah.. and she kissed me just
because her asthma,” Minho sighed
Ji Young was surprised with it,”Moeus?? Is that true?”. He popeyed his
eyes.
Ji Young said the same words from
last to get a confirmation again from Minho .
Again Minho replied it with grim, sigh. Ji
Young was even very curious.
“Ah.. I will visit that Ma’s,” said
Ji Young.
“Try her,” said Minho ,”
for me.. it’s enough and enough… I don’t want to live miserably”, said Minho . he smiled so coldly.
“Your smile really seems torturing
me,” said Ji Young, he kept abit away of his face from Minho ’s.
“Yes.. I might need a girl but not
her.. you just go and see her.. perhaps you might like her and she can be your yeoja,” Minho
pushed Ji Young like children playing something.
Ji Young knew actually Minho might just tease him,”But…what would you do if I
really like her?? She might be my type, hahaha””
“but I don’t believe in you for this
time, Minho, hiii,” he grinned to Minho .
“mind with my business?,” Minho slapped his head and he moaned
“Just get her if you want… I told
you before.. she’s such a romantic girl…at least people told it,” added Minho again,”but again… not my type”
“yeah… alright.. alright… don’t be
such so sensitive, Minho ,” replied Ji Young.
They continued their walking to
another room for lecturing. In the class, Minho
a bit imagined the love story between Ji Young and Eun Young. He shook his
head, couldn’t believe why he could imagine them until they were so serious and
might sleep and they would become a nice romantic couple someday.
“why am I daydreaming about them,
uh??,” Minho grumbled softly almost without
any sound at all. Unexpectedly, actually Ji Young paid attention to what Minho did in class. He just chuckled to what Minho ’s imagination.
“I guess.. there would be a new
drama queen someday.. eh..but lemme see what kinda girl that Ma Eun Young…
perhaps Minho ’s type is so high…that’s all I
know,” said Ji Young’s heart. And he finally managed himself wanted to go to
Ma’s bookstore.. to find out who Eun Young is.
And..there Ji Young. He proved his
own words to find out what kind of girl Eun Young is. That evening after
lectures done, he went to Ma’s.
“annyeong
haseyo… please come in!,” the sound of store keeper.. there was Ma Eun
Young, when Ji Young opened the door.
Ji Young was startled a bit. He saw
a 20 years old girl, fair, cute, taper face, with hair shoulder height.
“Damn Minho ..
actually she’s so pretty.. this must be Eun Young!,” said Ji Young’s heart
Ji Young pretended to be shy,”Ah… Sillyehabnida… I am looking for a
book… about landscape architecture… do you have it, Miss???”
Eun Young came to him with her
cheerful face,”Oh yes.. I guess we have.. wait a moment.. I’ll show you..
or???,”
Ji Young was still a bit stunted
with her beauty and simple dress,”eh.. damn Minho …
this girl really rings my bell,” said his heart again
Without his aware, Eun Young moved her hand in motion, in
front of him,”mian habnida.. museum
il-isibnikka?? Why are you daydreaming? Hello??,”
Ji Young unconsciously said,”ah… dangsin-eun..geuleohge gwiyeobda..”,
praised her beauty
Eun Young was a bit confused,”pardon
me, Oppa…??”
Ji Young finally realized,”ah,
hahaha.. mian mian.. I was just
daydreamt about my girl”, he scratched his head.
But Eun Young wasn’t surprised or
even shocked with what Ji Young just said, even she chuckled to him,” Oh no… I
bet your yeojachingu is prettier than
me.. and.. you really likes her a lot… don’t you, Oppa??”
Ji Young again pretended to be
awkward by scratching his head,”ah, hahaha… how do you know??,” perhaps Eun
Young didn’t know that he actually didn’t have any girlfriend at all..
But it seemed Eun Young didnt care
about it, she still served Ji Young with smile,” Nah.. I guess this is a good
book.. is it what you search for??”
Actually Ji Young didn’t need it,
but he bought it anyway,”Okay.. I’ll but it”
Then Eun Young wrapped it well, and
Ji Young asked for leave.
“Farewell, Oppa.. take care,” Eun
Young waved her hand in front of store. Her father’s was quiet at that time.
It’s not time to books season.
Then she got into store again, but
then…
“Oppa.. is there something left??,”
she wondered, why Ji Young came back again.
“ah.. eh.. could you gimme…,” said
Ji Young, stammered.
“Oh.. I’ll give you this.. our store
card,” Eun Young smiled cheerfully to him, and gave him a card.
“perhaps I will call you if there
will be discount again for landscape books,”
Ji Young was so glad having it,” is
it.. your phone number, right??”, his eyes were popeyed
Eun Young nodded with in spirit,” Ye.. of course.. I am the manager alone
of this store.. since my father has another store,”
“Yes.. yes!,” said Ji Young’s
heart.. he was very glad finally he was one step ahead from Minho .
“serve you right, Minho ..
I got your girl’s number,” said his heart again
“ come here if you like,” smiled Eun
Young to him
“Sure.. sure!!,” replied Ji Young so
glad.
“ I am leaving.. thanks!,” then he
waved his hand. Eun Young replied his waving
“what?? You got her number?,” said Minho , tomorrow when they met again in campus
Ji Young grinned to Minho , he was so glad that could go one step ahead than
him. Minho didn’t show any further expression
than surprised. Actually Ji Young didn’t believe it.
“aren’t you jealous?,” asked Ji
Young to him, but Minho just answered it with
laughing out loud.
“what for?,” asked Minho
back
Ji Young was so cool replying,”Nothing…
may be you still interested in her. She’s not that ugly at all.. she’s pretty…
“
Ji Young underestimate Minho ’s feeling and teased him back,”well… okay.. okay..
if you are not interested in her.. anyway.. I am free.. and it’s really a pity
if you cant kiss a pretty girl like her”
“as you wish,” replied Minho shortly while moving his hand on an expression not
too care at all.
Time by time passed by… on June…Minho
was still free without having any girlfriend…
“Yes, Ji Young Oppa.. we have some
discount now …. And they are landscape books…!,” said Eun Young on the phone
with cheerful voice.
“ just call me Ji Young… not Oppa…
,” replied Ji Young. He would say “I love you” to Eun Young soon.. in the
store..
“are you alone in store now??
Perhaps I could be there now,” Ji Young started his good mood
“Ya I am, Ji Young… ah.. it’s okay
to call you as Ji Young?? ,” replied Eun Young still with cheerful voice
Ji Young answered her ask with also
in spirited voice,”that’s okay… I like you, Eun Young”
That girl just laughed at her. It’s
not the 1st actually boy says “like or love” to her. She is really
pretty like a doll.
“come here if you like.. I show you
some new books,” that’s her answered.
Ji Young then went there quickly
with his motorcycle.
“Minho …just
wait and see.. I’ll show you that she can be mine”
Eun Young laughed at Ji Young in
that store
“Why Ji Young love me??,” it turned
out.. he said he loves her.
Eun Young then giggled,” it’s funny
if I am in love with my customer.. my father will be mad at me??”
Ji Young set his awkward-fakeness to
her,” ah, really?? Then… you refuse me??”, by scratching his head
Suddenly Eun Young saw him with flat
expression..
“No… ,”
Ji Young was very glad,”It means…
you will accept me??”, his eyes were sparkled.
Eun Young nodded steadily,”Ye.. I
can be your girlfriend”
Because Ji Young was very happy, he
abruptly hugged Eun Young so tight,”I love you… I love you, Eun Young!”
Eun Young giggled in his hug,”but I
got an asthma, Oppa Ji Young.. don’t hug me so tight, hehehe”
Ji Young pretended to wonder.. but
actually he had already known from Minho ,”oh…
really?? Then I must take care of you, Imja”
He smiled at her gently..
“may I kiss you??,” he started to
seduce her
Eun Young just closed her eyes. Then
Ji Young did it…
But in her heart, she said,”It’s
different… it’s different when Minho kissed
me… Minho is really my 1st love..
taste of his kiss doesn’t change at all… ya.. I know that little 5 years old
boy at that time before Eomma died was Minho ..”
“what a sexy kiss,” said Ji Young’s
heart. He was really eager on it, damn naughty imagination for he daydreamt he
could sleep with her someday. He kissed her several times in that store..in that evening..
“You are so pretty, Eun Young… ah..
tomorrow.. let’s take a walk!,”
“I cant… I must look after this
store… my father hasn’t come from another town,” replied Eun Young, with a bit
flat expression
Ji Young stroke her head,”that’s
okay… that’s okay… later we can do it.. call me if you can”
Eun Young nodded so surely. Ji Young
kissed her again
“Gosh.. cant stand with her thin
lips… wonder if Minho cant taste its
sexiness,” said his heart, naughty and nasty thought he was.
Then he said farewell to her..
“what?? You are her lover now??,” Minho was a bit shocked when Ji Young told it.
Ji Young laughed at him so
loud,”Hahahaha.. I told you, Minho … I can get
her… now she’s mine.. “
“and.. her thin lips.. that kisses…
so sweet.. my… my… you’ll be jealous with me, Minho ,”
“are you sure?? Haha,” Ji Young
teased him a lot
“you can have her.. none of my
business,” replied Minho in cool expression.
Ji Young challenged him on
imagination ,”well.. okay Minho … anyway.. when
I kissed her several times at store.. her lips were so sweet… I wonder she used
strawberry mint, haha,”
“GRHH.. he’s teasing me,” grumbled Minho in his heart.
“so.. you did enjoyed kissing her,”
said Minho in cold voice
“Of course.. later when I’ll meet
again.. I wont miss that moment again.. really sexy thin lips without any
reserves, haha,”
“It seems that Ji Young really
adores her,” said Minho ’s heart again..
Then Ji Young told him what he would
do next week to her after her father would be back home from another town. It’s
going to be a date.
It reached in Minho ’s
mind.. suddenly he thought of Eun Young at that night..
“Finally Ji young has her,” he
murmured on the bed.
“when she kissed me?? At my 5 years old??
It’s a lie.. I don’t remember my 5 y.o life,” murmured him again
“should I ask Eomma about it??,”
Unwittingly, Minho
was daydreaming about Eun Young… about his last kiss with her when she got her
asthma and her face was a bit blue.. and she said thanks when her pain was
relieved.
He closed his eyes.. imagined
himself kissing with Eun Young.. by French kiss..
Then he woke up.. realized from his
desire fantasy
“Oh.. eh… I am bad.. why did I just
imagine her kiss?? Uff,” Minho covered his head
with pillow.. tried to sleep that night..
“we must celebrate my friend’s
birthday,” said Ji Young to Eun Young in her strore
She was very happy to hear that her
boyfriend really cares about his friend,”do you wanna give a book to him??”
Ji Young nodded,”yes.. Minho really likes reading books”
Eun Young was aghast,”Min.. Ho?? Who
Minho ?? Lee.. Min.. Ho??”
Ji young again pretended for not
knowing relationship between Eun Young and Minho .
“yes.. his name is Lee Minho.. do
you know him?? Or.. you know another Minho ??,”
Eun Young parried his words,” ah.. I
just know Minho .. but perhaps he’s not your
friend… there are many boys with Lee family and Minho
in name.. right??”
Ji Young nodded, even though he
knew, Eun Young might still think about Minho .
He kissed her so gently.. she
responded his kiss softly again..
“uhhh… these lips are so soft.. you
are really a good kisser, Eun Young,”
Ji Young seemed not stand with his
desire.. he wanted more than just a kissing..
Eun Young refused it,”No.. I
cant..”, she held his body so hard..
“I cant stand,” said Ji Young with
lustful, he dragged her to the wall.. kissed her so lustfully
“Ji Young.. No.. I don’t want..
please stop it,” Eun Young was so panic.. She pushed Ji Young’s body..
But Ji Young still forced her,”lets do
it here.. none’s here”
“I don’t want, Ji Young!!.. plak!!,”
she slapped Ji Young so hard..
Eun Young’s voice was very jittery…
trembled.. she squatted..
“No.. I don’t want it… I don’t want
it…,” she said
Ji Young so wondered.. what actually
had happened to her.. she seems so in trauma..
Then he squatted in front of her,”Mian … I was just lustful ..”
“Just leave me alone.. ,” said her still with
tremble voice
Ji Young kept quite.. still squatted
in front of her.. her body was still tremble.
“JUST LEAVE ME ALONE, JI YOUNG!!,”
she screamed to him
Ji Young stood up,”Okay… take care,
Eun Young”, he really left her alone in that store
Eun Young closed her face with her
palms.. she was really shocked..
“Eomma.. I am afraid.. help me,” her
body was trembled..
None was around her.. she turned off
lights on her store..
She cried.. with tremble
voice..sitting on the chair near by cashier ..
“Eomma.. I wish you were here.. why
do you leave me??,”
She sobbed so loud..
From some meters, Minho
saw by his helmet that she closed the store.. but he thought… she hadn’t locked
her own store..
“do i.. really fall in love with Eun
Young??,” he still stared at that store from far away…actually he was still in
doubt for his feeling to her..
Eun Young still sobbed, remembering
her mom again and again..
“Who are you??,” said Eun Young… she
wiped her tears away…
Eun Young stood up.. surprised
that.. Minho came..
“Min.. Ho.. why are you here??,” she
stunned.. with still some tear drops on her cheeks left..
Eun Young just saw him with an empty
gaze..
Meanwhile Minho
still smiled at her and rubbed her cheeks..
“Gosh.. I cant stand with her..
really want to kiss her a lot,” said Minho ’s
heart.. actually, he must had hold his own desire..
“why did you cry??,” asked him to
her..,”got an asthma again??”
“don’t you hate me, Minho ?? you said before that you hate me,”
He’s getting in love with her.. but
his dignity inside his heart said,”It’s not the right time, Minho ..
don’t mess up your birthday with silly thing!”
But then Minho
said,” I am guilty to hate you.. forgive me”
Eun Young’s expression was still
flat and plain.. but then she smiled at him gently,”I am never angry with Minho .. I know that you are not angry with me either..
you were just emotional at that time.. because.. I pushed Minho
to be my boyfriend”
“what’s it??,”
Slowly Minho
closed his face to her.. and kissed her.. for several minutes.. with a very
gentle kiss…
“Minho ??
you just kissed me??,” Eun Young was aghast
Eun Young startled.. but Minho smiled at her again..
“This is my meaningful birthday
present, Eun Young… from you,” said Minho
honestly to her
“Your birthday??,” Eun Young still
startled
But unexpectedly, Eun Young stood
tiptoes, huddled his neck and kissed him gently..
“ummm,” they kissed each other. Minho ’s blood was rustle..
“uhh,” sound out from his mouth..
they continued kissing.. for several minutes again..
“I can be your boyfriend,” Minho hugged Eun Young so tight
“for just one night like last time??,”
asked Eun Young
“Ani
(No).. for my love will be still for you,” replied Minho .
Eun Young still didn’t believe for
what Minho just said, perhaps it would be true..
but she still remembered last time he said he hates her.
“stupid.. I wont say it no more,”
said Minho with grim, still hugging her.
Eun Young can’t be hugged so tight..
her breathe was heavy and run fast again..
“My medicine,” she run to a shelf and
got her inhaler..
“when did you get it??,” asked him,
wondered
Eun Young still wheezed.. she
inhaled that tube medicine..
“wait a moment..,” said Minho for a bit lagging… Eun Young’s face was a bit
blue..
“again,” then Minho
still kept kissing her..
“Uhh,” their tongues were met.. Minho really controlled her breathe…
Slowly and slowly… Eun Young’s short
breathe was getting normal.. Minho then
stopped his kissing..
“it’s better, right??,” he licked
his own lower lip..
Eun Young was stunned.. but Minho just rubbed her cheek gently..
“getting better, right??,” he smiled
again to her.
Eun Young nodded,”my breathe.. is..
normal again.. thanks, Minho ”
“lets see..whether we still have a
cake store opening??,” said Minho ..
“is there any??,”
Eun Young’s face became blushing,”I..
don’t know”
“But Minho ..
I must wear my jacket,” said Eun Young..her face was still blushing.
On the river side of Hanseong…
“saeng-il
chughahaeyo, Minho …,” Eun Young said happy
birthday to him with soft voice. They sat on the river banks.. lights and moon
was full at that night..
Then he blew the candle.. Eun Young
sang for him..
“No.. no.. I should feed you, Minho…
,” Eun Young became spoiled when Minho wanted
to feed her.
“O, Cmmon… this is my birthday, Eun
Young… ,” Minho was a bit grimed.
They enjoyed that little round
chocolate mousse birthday cake..
“Hey… your lips.. creamy,” Minho wiped away some cream on her lips..
Eun Young was so stunned..,”Minho ’s lips…”
“Mine??,” asked Minho ,
wondered.
Eun Young put her cake plate, held Minho ’s neck and licked his lips were still cream on them..
“I did..,” she wiped her own lips..and
smiled to him..
“Hey, Minho …,”
she moved her hand in front of his face
Eun Young abruptly hugged him
gently,”don’t leave me”
Eun Young still hugged him…under the
full moon light.. she was so comfortable in Minho ’s
embrace..
“let the moon sees that I love Minho ,” she said
They don’t care about the weather. Minho huddled her.. they were quiet but enjoying their
night under the full moonlight.. Eun Young leant on her head to Minho ’s shoulder..
“Eomma.. I want be always like
this.. with Minho … I ever told you, Eomma..
before you leave me… that I will find Minho
again… and you smiled and cheered me up.. you made me sure.. someday I will
meet Minho again… and now Eomma.. I meet him
again.. Eomma.. I miss you a lot,” cried Eun Young’s heart.. in huddle of Minho ..
She stared at Minho
and he replied her by smiling so gently..
Their heads were met… Minho still huddled her.. Until they saw orange sky
appeared on the horizon…
She grabbed his hand,”Please come
in”, and asked him to sit down.
“wow.. is it a quite old house??,”
asked Minho with wonder
Eun Young nodded,”Ye.. it’s actually
my father’s built it for us”
“Great,” said Minho
Eun Young gave him a glass of orange
juice to drink.
“I cant stand with waiting up.. I am
so sleepy,” he still yawned
Eun Young clapped her own thighs,
asked Minho to put his head on her lap.. Minho did it..
He slept on her lap.. meanwhile Eun
Young still was awake.. only could stroke Minho ’s
head
“did.. Eomma ever do this to Appa….
like me do it to Minho right now?,” she was
still busy with stroking his head.. Minho
slept soundly..
She slowly got her face closed to Minho ..and kissed him gently.. Minho
just murmured in his sleep..
“will you not leave me, right
Minho???,” she whispered to Minho ’s left ear..
“Eomma was so sure.. that.. I will
meet you.. and now I am so happy in my loneliness… I meet you again..,”
Then she closed her eyes… tried to
sleep well.. meanwhile Minho was still
sleeping soundly on her lap…
To be continued to part 4th…