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Sabtu, Desember 06, 2014

December Kiss (Part 1: I Kiseuga Tteugeobda .. This Kiss Is So Hot)

This is just an imaginative story.. never take it too serious… moreover, too personal…

Christmas night on 24th December.. everyone who celebrates it must be very happy at that time.. snow comes like pearl by pearl down from sky…
“Minhoooo… please don’t play too much outside.. it’s really snowy, dear… you can be cold and sick!!,” a lovely mother cried for a 5 years old boy outside called Minho.
That Lee Minho boy, his full name, replied his mom’with loud voice,” Don’t worry, Mom.. I like snow!!”
His mother then peeked a bit from window inside house,” Oh.. he’s really happy eventhough playing alone outside”. She saw her son making a big snow doll alone.. then she was sure her own son would be very safe and continued her cooking..
Minho still played with snow and tried to make a really huge snow doll..
“O come on… I can make it,”he murmured himself. He tried to take the ladder to make head of it… but then..

Oooppsss!! He finally felt and his face was full of snow
“Aigooo… I failed again,” he was so sad and cried
He saw his snowy doll now becoming headless..
When he wanted to stand up and took the ladder again, suddenly he saw a little 5 years old girl in front of him. He so wondered: Who is she??
“Who are you?,” asked Minho to that little girl.
That little girl with pink winter fury jacket and also fury hat smiled at him. She wiped away Minho’s tears on his cheeks.
“You are so cute and handsome..Seongham-i eotteohge doeseyo? (what is your name?-red),” asked that little girl
Minho was a bit startled but he still answered that question,”Je ileum-eun Lee Minho-eyo (my name is Minho-red)”
That girl still smiled at him cheerfully,” O, Minho.. you are so handsome”
Minho really didn’t understand what she meant.


That girl then came closed to his face, squatted and… kissed him gently!
“ummm… chu,” sound of kissing from mouth to mouth between Minho’s and that girl’s.
Minho couldn’t say anything, he never thought of it. anyway.. he was just a 5 years old boy and eventhough he could be kissed.. not mouth to mouth. His cheeks were blushing..
So.. that hot kiss… was just his 1st kiss.. with a little girl at same age as his!
There was a bit snow around Minho’s lips and that girl tasted it.
“well Lee Minho.. your lips are very sweet.. I like,” she giggled to Minho.
Minho was really still a fool.. he didn’t get what her point.. he was just startled..
That girl was still giggling to him then..
“I love you, Minho,” said that little girl again
Minho was just quiet .. he really was very glace..
“Love me??,” asked him to that girl
That girl nodded at him so surely.. but then she stood up…
“Okay.. bye MinhoTto bwayo!! (see ya again!-red),” that girl walked away from Minho whom was still startled and confused, meanwhile seeing that girl waving her hand to him
Minho was just still confused, didn’t wave back to her.. still with blushing cheeks..

His mom was a bit aghast when she found his son just squatted and blanked..
Minho.. what’s happened, dear??,” asked his mom, went toward him that still confused
“Ah.. Eomma.. I am okay.. but..,” he still couldn’t imagine that last kiss… in between some feelings mixed with others.
“what’s wrong, dear?,” his mom was getting confused
“That girl.. kissed my lips just now,” said Minho still in blank expression
His mom laughed at him gently,” Oh no.. you must be so cold in here, Minho dear.. where is that girl?? What girl?? A cute fairy just came by?”
“No, Eomma.. she’s a girl with same age as mine,” replied Minho.
His mom thought that he just daydreamt because she didn’t see any girl at all nearby it.
“Aigoo.. You must be very tired because finally the doll couldn’t be made.. that’s okay.. later in the morning we will make it together.. with your Appa (father-red)…Come on in.. it’s very cold here,” finally his mom hugged him and let they come into house again
“you must be very cold outside so that you imagined something’s weird just now,” his mom stroke his head while they were walking into their home.
“we will eat strawberry-cheese cake and beef steak.. your favorite foods, right??,” said his mom again, cheered up her own son. Minho just nodded…

15 years after that kissing moment…. On 24th December again… at different place…

There were so many couples at that Christmas night.. Minho walked through a very wide, big and large park.. that place is actually used by many couples for dating in every Christmas , but Minho just walked alone..
“My.. My.. in this Christmas night I should had walked together with my girlfriend.. but today.. I am alone again,” he sighed meanwhile walking on to centre of that big Park.. there was a very big pine tree, that sparkling with Christmas ornaments and light decoration.. he just did broke up with his girl…
He stood on some hundred meters from that blink blink Christmas tree… staring it …
Many couples walked passing through him whom stood alone…
He didn’t care at all about them whom were very cheerful..
“tonight I buy you a special present,” said a boy to his girl, he smiled and dared to kissed her beside Minho whilst they were walking and stopped a bit..
Minho just stared at them with empty sight..,” sigh.. all you can do is just make me jealous”, said Minho in his heart. But he tried to not seeing that couple kissing in love beside him.

He still stood up far in front of that big decorated pine tree…
Suddenly his sight pointed at a girl whom stood up too … but really closed to that tree..
“that girl is alone also,” said his heart again.. but Minho tried to not notice her..
He saw that girl a bit bowed.. because he could see her white nape behind her shoulder height hair..
Minho finally noticed her from far,” is she crying or???”, meanwhile putting his hands to pockets.. He unconsciously walked away to that girl.. and stood up beside just 2 meter behind her..
Suddenly.. that girl who was noted by Minho, turned her head.. with her cheerful face..

“Hi.. annyeong haseyo..,” said that girl, waving her right hand to Minho. She wore pink fur jacket with pink gloves. Her smile was very adorable and sweet. Her skin was very soft like snow fell down pearl by pearl at that night..
Minho turned his head left and right, perhaps she waved to another person than him.. but he might not find any alone guy than him
“To me??,” said Minho to her, pointed his own nose with finger
“Ye.. to you.. who else??,” replied that girl with cheerful face
“Oh.. ya.. annyeong haseyo,” Minho replied her smile with his smile
Minho just kept quite.. he didn’t know what to say to her. Minho is a such of quiet and shy boy.. he might stop his conversation if he thinks he doesn’t know what to tell.. so he just replied with that short conversation..
That girl was still standing in front of him.
“your smile is very cute…indeed you are handsome,”
Minho was very shy and his cheek were blushing a bit ,”ah.. ani.. I am just an ordinary boy”, he scratched his head
“oh… but I think you are nice and handsome boy,”
Minho a bit laughed at her,” ah.. I don’t think so”
“you… remembering me to my 1st love,” said that girl suddenly
“ummm…,” replied Minho.
She came closed to Minho and suddenly hugged him,”I hate you………huweeeeeee,”…. She cried on his chest!

Of course Minho was aghast with what she did… he didn’t respond with her hug.. he was confused..
“ah.. hey… what is it?? please don’t cry.. there are so many people in here,” said Minho stammered to her
“ and I am not a bad boy.. you know!,” added him. That girl hugged him so tight so that he couldn’t release her..
She still cried and even louder ,”Huweeeeee…. You are bad to me!!”
Minho was panic… he just knew her now, but why she did told him as a bad boy???
“I.. I am not a bad boy.. even I don’t know you either..please stop crying…”, said Minho with tremble and stammered voice
Some couples saw them strangely, Minho became anxiety..
“she’s not my girlfriend!,” said Minho spontaneously to couples who saw him and her..
“who cares?? It’s your business,” replied a guy, then he went by with his girlfriend. And his girl saw Minho strangely …felt like insulting Minho with her gaze..
Minho was very stressed, why he was today very unlucky… he sighed.. meanwhile some different couples passed through just seeing with cool faces, some others talked about him, because that girl still cried louder and said,”You are bad boy!!!”

“Hey… I am not! Please release your hug to me,” replied Minho. He was very uncomfortable with her.
“Huweeeeeeeee,” she cried even louder. Minho was even more uncomfortable..
“please stop your crying.. I am not your boyfriend.. I am not a bad boy.. will you stop??,” he begged her.
“what a weird couple,” whispered a girl with her boy
“perhaps it’s not a reality show, haha,” replied him and then they passed through Minho.

“Release me!,” finally Minho pushed that girl to release her hug with a bit rough..
“you are embarrassing me,” Minho was angry
That girl sobbed,”mian haeyo (I am sorry)…I just broke up with my boyfriend”
“but you don’t have to tell that I am a bad boy… I don’t know you,” Minho scolded her.
That girl still sobbed and stooped her head ,”mian haeyo…”
“ya.. that’s okay.. goodbye,” Minho left her alone with his fast steps
But that girl chased him after,” wait… wait!,”
Minho really felt annoyed with this girl’s behavior,”what??”, he fold his forehead into seven.
“please don’t be angry with me,” said that girl with miserably
Minho really couldn’t stand with that expression.. she stared at him deeply..
“ya.. I wont,” replied Minho. He turned his body and left her alone again.
“wait.. wait!,” she called again
“hey.. what else??,” said Minho again
That girl suddenly held Minho’s hand.. dragged him a bit to walk together with her..
She sat on a bench.. released her hold.. asked Minho to sit beside her..
“sit down,” she said. Minho still stood up.
“I gotta go,” he walked again, but she again held his hand.
Minho finally sat beside her.

“Thanks for that last hug,” said that girl with smile.
“that’s okay,” replied Minho shortly.
That girl put out a book from her jacket,“here.. for you,”
Minho turn his head to her,” what’s that??”
“My book… you can have it,” replied her
“No.. I don’t need it,” said Minho, he moved his hands
“take it,” she held his hand and handed it to him.
“what’s your name??”
Minho mumbled,” ummm…,”
“umm???,” asked her
Minho.. Minho Lee,” replied Minho, so cool and not much talking. He saw that book, it’s about teen lite story: “December Kiss”
“It’s my lite novel.. read it, okay??,” she was with her big smile.
“okay.. thank you,” replied Minho in flat expression
“That boy.. in the novel.. was my 1st love,” she said
“Then??,” said Minho
That girl introduced herself,” ah.. um.. I am sorry… my name is Ma Eun Young.. nice to know you, Minho!”
“ah ya.. nice to know you too…,” replied Minho still with his flat expression
That Eun Young seemed understand that Minho didn’t want to talk with her for any longer, then..
“well.. Minho.. you can go home.. anyway, it’s late.. 12.00 A.M… perhaps your girlfriend will meet ya.. spending your Christmas night with her,” her expression became sad.
“No.. I just did broke up with my girlfriend.. she finds another boy,” replied Minho
“Oh,” said Eun Young with flat expression
“but Minho.. are you sure that you did broke up??,”
Minho nodded,” ya.. how sad I am”, he was a little bit faraway
Eun Young patted Minho’s shoulder securely,”Ah.. don’t worry.. ! I can be your girlfriend!!”

Mueos? Dangsin-eun mueos-eul mal haessneunga? (what? What did you just say??),” Minho was very aghast with her words
Naneun dangsin-ui yeoja chinguga doel su (I can be your girlfriend)”, she had big grin to him
Minho snapped his own forehead,”Hananim (God).. please don’t torture me! Forgive all my sins to Ye”
Eun Young was confused, why Minho just said it so..
“ can I be your girl friend.. at least for tonight??,”
“ what for?? Hey.. I am not a bad boy.. if I want you to be my girlfriend.. doesn’t mean I just could kiss you or sleep with you in this short time.. uh,” Minho a bit scolded her and sighed
“My God.. what was my dream last night??,” he murmured to himself
But then Eun Young sobbed again..
Minho was panic again.. he saw there were still many couples in that park.. he didn’t want them would admit him as a girl’s feeling torturer
“eeeh.. don’t cry again.. people will think that I am a bad boy again!!,” he was so panic and tried to cool her down
“Then.. make me as your girlfriend,” sobbed and whined Eun Young

“issshh…. Hananimmmm…,” Minho was murmured and peeved. He scratched his head until his hat was fell down
Eun Young’s face expression showed of hopefully Minho would accept her will.
“heeehhhhhh… what kind of expression is it??,” Minho stared at her with perplexity
Eun Young still showed her expression in front of Minho..
Minho could refuse it… until finally,”Okay.. just for this night.. “
Eun Young abruptly hugged him,”Yeee!! Gomawo (thanks), Minho!!”
“Ya.. ya..,” replied Minho shortly.
Eun Young was very happy,”Ah.. finally I could find my boyfriend again!”
Minho felt trapped with her statement just now,”what a weird girl.. ah.. anyway.. it’s just for tonight”, said his heart

Eun Young stood up, held Minho’s hand, asked Minho to stand up,”Let’s spend our night together!”
Minho was shocked,”WHAT??”
“Why so shocked?? Are boy and girl spending their night today??,” asked Eun Young
“But… we just met..,” Minho’s face was a bit blushing, he imagined that Eun Young would ask him to sleep together
Eun Young was so amazed with Minho’s expression,”Aigoo.. your face is blushing, Minho.. you’re remembering me with my 1st love”
“Ah, No.. I am not your 1st love,” denied him
Eun Young but then was happy again,”Ah.. gwaenchanh-a (that’sokay)… let’s walk together!”
She pulled Minho’s arm and huddled to him. Minho was still blushing, he just followed her huddling him meanwhile they were walking out from that big park..

“where are we going??,” asked Minho to her.. they finally was out and walked into nowhere.
“Hotel,” replied Eun Young shortly
Minho was panic..,”No.. No… I don’t want! You are crazy!!”
But then Eun Young abruptly giggled,” Kidding, Minho… to a stall.. I am hungry”, replied her with spoiled voice
Minho stroke his chest with his left hand, meanwhile Eun Young still huddled his right hand..
“Haaaa…… Hananim.. I couldn’t think myself if she asks me to sleep,” said his heart.
“Ya, Okay.. we’ll go,” said Minho. Then Eun Young pointed to a street stall.. it wasn’t so crowded but seemed a nice stall with delicious foods sold.
“Uncle Moon.. I want hot noodle two bowls and also hot tea,” cried Eun Young.
She asked Minho to sit down beside her, in front of Uncle Moon, the noodle seller.

Uncle Moon said hi to Minho ,”Hello.. are you her boyfriend??”
Minho just sneered at that man,”Hi, Uncle.. ah… hehehe”
But then Eun Young interrupted their beginning conversation,”Ye.. naega-ui namjachingu,” with her a bit spoiled voice
Moon grinned at them and teased Minho,” be careful with her.. she’s so romantic”
But again, Minho just  sneered again,”Ah, hahaha.. then I must be faraway from her”
Eun Young gazed at what Minho just said now..
“do you.. not like a romantic girl??,” asked her to Minho
Moon stopped his joke because he must have made quick and perfect noodle..
“I didn’t say it,” replied Minho shortly
“but you meant it just now,” said Eun Young with a bit grim
“I am sorry,” said Minho shortly
Eun Young then smiled at him so gently and put her head to Minho’s shoulder..
“I can be your romantic girl, Minho
Moon just laughed at them, meanwhile serving the noodles
“here it’s.. enjoy your Christmas night with my special noodle: love noodle, hahaha”
Minho felt so embarrassed because some people saw what Eun Young said to himself.
Moon noticed Minho’s expression,” it seems that you haven’t fell in love before??”
Minho was shocked asking that question, he moved his hands,”No… I just did broke up today”
“So, Eun Young.. both of you are newly lover??,” asked Moon again.
Eun Young released her head from Minho’s shoulder,”Of course, Samchon!”
Minho was very uncomfortable , he was actually not her boyfriend..
“Cmmon eat it.. don’t wait until it’s cold..,” Moon offered 2 new bowls anyway

Eun Young ate so greedy and messy.. until she didn’t realize that Minho actually saw her way of eating with perfectly wondering
“this girl.. actually really needs a friend,” said his heart, but he continued enjoying his noodle.
“what is it??,” asked Eun Young to Minho
“ah..nothing.. it’s really awesome yummy.. ,” replied Minho, avoiding like there was nothing he did just now
But Eun Young stared at Minho strangely, so he kept his head away from her.
“why are you seeing me like that??,” said Minho in anxiety
“I thought I ever saw you… but where???,” asked Eun Young
“ah…you must be kidding me.. we are just met for to night,” replied Minho
“but… you know… this moment… is same as in that teen novel I wrote,” suddenly Eun Young gazed with empty eyes
“is this girl crazy?? Got a hallucination??” asked Minho’s heart,”her imagination is too high”
“ah.. people said.. you must be careful when you make any story.. it can be happened someday.. realize or not,” replied Minho to her

“but… you know, Minho…,” she set her flat expression but her eyes seemed so hopeful to Minho, brighter than the last.. and.. she held Minho’s hand, staring deeply at his eyes..
“what??,” he was again a bit panic and uncomfortable. Moon whom was seeing that moment in front of him just laughing of loud.
“Eun Young.. you are making this boy’s anxiety with you,”
But she didn’t care for what Moon said,”Minho.. are you my 1st love??,” with hopefully gaze
Minho was panic, he denied,”Anieyo.. I don’t think I am,”
But Eun Young still stared at him so deep. Minho turned his head to somewhere.. he was really shy.. he was blushing a bit.
“Eun Young… you make him blushing, hahaha!,” Moon laughed at Minho.
Minho really couldn’t stand because Moon was laughing out so loud to him and he was embarrassed because there were many people eating at that stall eventhough it’s dawn.
He stood up, put out money from his wallet and put it on the table,”Enough.. I am home!,”
He walked so fast and left Eun Young.
Eun Young chased after him,”Minho.. wait!!”
Minho just kept walking. He was really upset, angry, anxious, uncomfortable. He really didn’t accept for what Eun Young treated him bad. He knew he might help her to be boyfriend at one night… but he thought that girl had done too far.

“Stop it! will ya??,” shouted Minho to her.
She stopped her steps for following Minho.. out of breathe..
“hosh.. hosh.. I am really sorry.. I didn’t mean to hurt your feeling, Minho”, she squatted.. out of breathe. Her face suddenly a bit blue.
Minho squatted too and saw her face,”Oh My.. you got asthma??”
Eun Young’s breathe sounds so heavy.. ,”help me…”
“you are bad.. you got an asthma but you are walking outside in this cold weather”, said Minho. He untied her scarf, told her to be relax a bit, regulated her breathe.
“hang in a bit..,” said Minho in a bit panic. He asked her to get up and huddled her
“we must see the doc.. or.. don’t you bring your medicine??,”
Eun Young just shook her head, her breathe was getting short.

“kiss me,” said Eun Young with tremble voice
“what??,” Minho was aghast
Eun Young repeated her words again. Minho hesitated, he was really confused with that girl’s solution to relieve her pain.
“But..,” said Minho in doubt
Eun Young’s breathe was getting shorter and heavier. But Minho was still in doubt to do what she wanted.
Without any platitude, Eun Young Stood up on her tip toes and kissed Minho.

Minho’s eyes were popeyed, wide-opened… but Eun Young still kissed him and seemed stealing his breathe. Minho’s face became blushing.
Some people who were still on the street seeing that moment with popeyed eyes too..
“That girl is crazy.. look.. that boy is so shy,” said one to other
“I wonder they are so brave in public.. or.. is it a fantasy world now??,” whispered others
Meanwhile, some other fad persons took pics with their camera.. when Eun Young kissed Minho so soft…
But Eun Young ignored for the way of their staring to her and Minho..
After for several minutes..
“ah.. it’s relief me,” said Eun Young, she was so fresh again.. her face wasn’t a bit blue no more..
Minho was still pensive.. meanwhile Eun Young tied up her scarf again.
Minho.. hey,” she snapped softly his cheek. Then Minho realized from his pensiveness.
“I gotta go home.. it’s late,” said Minho.. he was very shy.. seemed he lost his face and soul, treating like that in front of many people on the street… he’s not a kind of brave boy showing his romantic personality in public.. he then stopped the taxi passed through that snowy street.
Eun Young just smiled cheering to him from the street,” Tata, Minho.. I am safe.. thank you!!”
Meanwhile, Minho was still blushing inside the taxi,”euh… she was very crazy”
Eun Young still waves her hand to Minho.. eventhough had disappeared… got on taxi to his home.
“perhaps I will never see that kind of girl nomore.. I am shocked,” mumbled Minho, still in taxi.. he was so upset… but couldn’t be angry with her and his own feeling. This dawn, his feeling was so mixed.. even he remembered again when Soon Hye said her want to break up with her.. and that ex-girlfriend brought another boy in front of him…
“Why?? Why must I have bad moments in this Christmas??? Is it my damnation.. because.. 15 years ago.. I didn’t care with Eomma’s order to come inside home…??,”
He remembered his old memory.. on 24th December… when he insisted on making a big snow doll.. before he was kissed by 5 years old little girl…

To be continued to part 2nd