My Two Adorable Wives (19th Part: I Guess I Still Love You)

After one week.. the court of share and jointure decision would be up. For the civil code decision.. what Han family demanded finally fulfilled.

“so.. the last decision.. about the share… Han family would have last dividend and share would reach 30%.. and for the jointure, Mr Lee Minho will support for Han Chan Chan every month until next 2 years, and also Mrs Han Chan chan would be entitled to Mr Lee’s apartment,” the Court mentioned all the decisions and Minho could just nod and bow to its result.

Then they signed up the divorce letter. Minho saw Chan chan was very quite signing it up, but Minho seemed not satisfied with it, he felt he was tricked..

Until it was dismissed, Minho was in a hurry walking and kept quiet and directly went back to his other apartment, to Minhyo..

But Chan chan held him,”jammkanman-yo… please wait, Minho,” she ran after him

Minho turned his head and smiled a bit coldly,”what’s wrong??”

“this is not what I want, Minho.. I swear.. I just followed my family’s instruction.. including your mom’s,” said Chan chan bowed to him

Minho just smiled faintly at her,”that’s okay.. gwaenchanh-a..”. For that court’s decision.. Minho might loose his 40% total treasure.. and that was gonna be burden him to earn the lose.. right to what Minhyo’s thought before… he might loose much.. but as the consequence.. Minho must have accepted it..

“now you are free, Chan chan.. you don’t have to be hurt by me,” Minho said

Chan chan’s eyes were glisten.. she wanted to cry..,”I.. never thought ..this is going to be happened.. as I was too naïve.. that we must had been in love forever.. but now it’s broken”

“life isn’t easy as we thought before, Chan chan.. I feel the same.. but I must think logically than romanticism,” replied Minho.

Chan chan smiled at him so chilly,”Ye… that’s life.. wish you are happy with Minhyo and Young Sun,”

Minho bowed to his ex wife,”gambsahabnida.. eventhou we are apart now.. you are still humble woman in my heart”

Then he left her.. Chan chan stared at him until he didn’t appear no more… turned his body into another corridor to parking lot..

When he came back home, as usual, Minhyo abruptly hugged him to calm him down..

“as you said.. we might be poor, hahaha,” Minho laughed at her, but Minhyo knew, it was the bitter laughing.

Minhyo replied his bitter and fake laughing with sweet smiling,”the world for me isn’t just about your treasure, Minho dear.. I love you with all your heart… Me and Young Sun will accept what your condition will be.. that’s my strong determination to you,”

Minho cried.. he actually couldn’t stand with the ordeals lately, Minhyo hugged him tight

“am I wrong taking this decision?? I regretted much,” said Minho

Minhyo just hugged him gently… she didn’t say anything… then..,”I appreciate your decision.. it’s your best”

“up till now my mother still doesn’t want to accept you in my family.. perhaps you aren’t angry with her”

“a bit… but I try to understand that it’s not easy to be mom with single son and leaves her alone.. so.. eventho she might hate me.. but we must still attach with her and frequently visit her,” said Minhyo

“you are not afraid at all she will scold you??... ah,”

Minhyo laughed at her spouse,”O, Minho… it will be such when 1^st time I met her.. did you see I was scared with her…??”

Minho tried to calm himself,”No at all.. you are brave”

Minhyo giggled,”I am… I am the one also had been dreaded in my village.. believe it or not”

Minho smiled at her,”I believe.. you are such a gangster, hehe”

Minhyo kissed him,”I am.. hahahaha” and laughed so loud at him

“ah… you know, Minho… on the contrary.. I feel very thankful to be with you.. you are my ecstacy, my drug, hehe”

Minho kissed her tenderly..

“so.. let’s face it together, Minho.. I am afraid with my own world.. since I was a child.. ,” said Minhyo again

“you are different from many ladies I met and I ever talked before.. really you make me strong, Minhyo.. now life for me is getting not easy but perhaps I find my cherish with you,” said Minho, he stroke her cheek gently.

“I’ll stand by you,” Minhyo smiled at him..,”Young Sun will also do it for you”

Mrs Lee.. Minho’s mom still felt she was lone mom after Minho was really rarely to visit her.. they were so chill between mother and son.. like what Minhyo said before, Minho still must respect her..

“How are you doing, Eomma??,” Minho kissed her cheek.

“fine,” replied her so coldly

Minho sat in front of her.

“for what we have been through.. again, Eomma.. I do apologize,”

His mom just was quite..later,”I have run out my words to you, Minho.. now I release you to do anything as you like”

Minho was surprised with his mom’s words. He never thought that she would say so.

“I love you, Eomma… but in fact, I don’t wanna loose everyone I love. You, Minhyo, Young Sun.. I don’t wanna loose all of you,”

Minho cried deeply but with no sound..

“if you still keep the grudge to my self.. I really do apologize, Eomma.. deep inside my heart.. I also cry with this matter…,”

His mom still was quite… they were quite…

After not for a long time, his mom eyes were in tears.. Minho hugged her..

“I love you, Eomma.. I don’t want you to be alone in case of this matter…”

“go away from me, Minho.. admit that I am not your mom,” said Mrs Lee

“I cant, eomma.. why did you tell it?please don’t say it no more,”

Mrs Lee cried in deep. She stood up and walked away to her room,”never see me again..I am tired with this life.. I decided myself to live with chan chan.. anyway.. she’s still my daughter in law”

Minho couldn’t say anything.. he stood up, stunned and kept quite.

“it means.. you will never admit Minhyo as your daughter in law, Eomma??”

His mom didn’t say anything that just walking away from him, to her own room.

Minho pratfall … ,”must I regret all that I decided, Eomma??”

Minho came back again to Minhyo’s apartment.

“Eomma still doesn’t want to accept me?,” said Minhyo in calm voice

Minho shook his head,”I guess, I am broken,” he grimmed.

“no..no.. don’t say that… a mother might just thinks about her son, why should you do it….but actually, she still loves you a lot, Minho”

Minho leaned on his head to Minhyo’s shoulder,”you know.. I am so tired..I don’t wanna loose you all”

“perhaps this country will allow you to have me and Chan chan,” replied Minhyo,”but it’s impossible”

“now all I am thinking are about many: the jointure, my companies, shares, eomma,you and young sun,” said Minho

Minhyo smiled at him eventhough he still closed his eyes and leaned his head to hers.

Minhyo stroked his head gently,”perhaps… step by step.. you still work for Chan chan”

“what do you mean??,” asked Minho whilst still closing his eyes

“ah.. I might be crazy.. but.. I think we can live together, me and also her”,

Minho opened his eyes and goggled,”what?? Are you insane??”, he never thought that Minhyo would think something a very different with-perhaps- not all women in this world.

“what makes you shocked??,” Minhyo was confused

“didn’t realize for what you just said before??,” Minho convinced her again

“what?? Living together with chan chan, you meant??,” said him again

“am I crazy telling it?,” asked Minhyo back

“eh… that’s really nuts.. i’ll have some troubles”, said Minho, he scratched his head.

Minhyo chuckled,”perhaps I am crazy… I am getting desperate how to solve it”

“but... you aren’t jealous at all??,” asked Minho, he was so surprised with that she thought.

“yeah.. hell yeah… I am jealous with her, indeed,” said Minhyo

“then.. why are you just asking me to make her still be my wife??,” Minho really didn’t reach what in her mind was.

Minho got up and then laughed at her a lot,”muhahahahaha! I think we are all now crazy!”

“Minho… I am serious about it,” Minhyo stood up also beside him

Minho then suddently hugged her,”that makes me really love you and I cant release you… I’d better release Han chan chan than you, so I dare to step on this divorce”

“am I also crazy to send out my idea that you’d better someday also re-marry with chan chan??”, replied Minhyo

“I just cant imagine... i consider your feeling to you and also Young Sun,” replied Minho still hugged her tight

“then.. what will you do next??,” asked Minhyo again

Minho released his hugged to her,”I might be in little bankruptcy … I am sorry”

“don’t take any mind to commit suicide.. it’s not my Minho… you still have us,” Minhyo kissed him.

“no way but 1 week later, we might be poor,” said Minho, he grimed.

Minhyo sat again beside him,”I am not afraid.. I am a rural girl and used to be with poverty”

“but i will never want us to be poor… shares must be still many,” replied Minho,”eventhough Han family wants more, I am not afraid.. they must regret for it”

”my....my.. it’s all their choices... you’ve done your best and I am prod of you… my Minho,” she smiled at him sweetly

“no something special for me??,” Minho smiled at her flirtatiously

“like what???,” asked her back with same action

Minho laughed at her so loud and carried her to their room..

“so.. according to the court... Mrs Han chan chan’s jointure from Mr Lee Minho is about 40% from his properties, whether it’s realty or immovable properties,” said the judge.

Chan chan’s father smiled so gladly,”it doesn’t include shares.. serve you right, Lee Minho,” said his heart

Actually Minho knew that Han family tried to take an advantage from this case, but again, he considered his mom, anyway, Han is still his relatives.

“so…the decision will be contracted here up.. Let Mr Lee and Mrs Han sign this up,” said the Judge

Then Minho and Chan Chan walked to the front of the judge, they signed the letter up.

“the case is closed.. continued to all the shares according to the letter,” said the Judge.

Minhyo noticed it very carefully. Minho realized that his treasures were reducing because of it, but he hoped Minhyo wouldn’t leave him after this.

Minho walked out from the court slowly, all his thought said that he would be bankrupt and felt very lonely.

Then in the evening, he came again to his house.. faced his mother with Minhyo and Young Sun the baby.

“now you must have  realized…that Han family will never joke with you in this case,” said his mom, opening the conversation

Minho realized he couldn’t do anything in front of his mom, he just bowed,”true, Eomma.. but i will never regret for it.. it’s my risk.. I wanna rebuild my new own business without them,”

Minhyo didnt say anything, she just saw the situation between them.

Young Sun laughed at his grandmother, tried to catch her attention, but Mrs Lee just paid attention to her talking with Minho.

Minhyo whispered to her own son,” Halmeoni (Grandmom-red) is still busy with your father, you can’t disturb her, good boy”

“so, Minho.. what is your intention actually visiting this house??,” Mrs Lee asked him directly, kind of interrogating him.

Minho smiled at his mom,”we just miss you, Eomma.. so we came here,”

His mom was so cool,”I told you before that I am independent now.. My daughter in law is still Han chan chan”

”but Eomma still is my parent,” Minho said,”It’s impossible for me to cut this family relationship off,”

“I am so worry about you, Eomma… I am afraid you were ill,”

“I am already dead by your attitude since several months ago,” replied his mom still coldly, with no expression.

“Eomma.. whatever will be happened, I still must get married with Minhyo, so that Young Sun will have civil administration right,” Minho really hoped for his mom to approve his marriage

“I told you before that your life isn’t my concern no more,” replied his mom

Minho bowed in front of his mom,”then.. I am really sorry.. I still wanna get married with her.. it’s important for our baby”

” up to you.. i dont care,” said his mom again

Actually Minho was very sad that his mom really didnt care about him no more, but he had taken permission from her, for whatever her words said, he must have done it.

“your mom is really stubborn,” said Minhyo in the car

“yeah.. I am sorry,” replied Minho

“anyway, I forgive her.. I understand if I were in her position,”

“but.. i think she feels very lonely. Actually I really want her to stay with us.. but.. is it possible?? She seems hate you alot,”

Minhyo mumbled,” ummm... as long as she doesnt hate Young Sun”

“yeah.. that’s what I think so,” replied Minho.

“now my realty, current assets also are reduced..,” Minho grumbled to himself

“I am thinking how to add it again.. especially to our business... budget hotel is just getting started… it might do balanced sheet after 1 year,”

Then he grumbled to Minhyo. She just smiled at him

”being grumble doesnt solve anything in the future, Minho.. I accept your condition.. let’s talk about it,”

Minho brought his all financial report in front of her,”here is... I am dizzy how to solve it”

“you must be honest to your marketing manager about it,” said Minhyo, “then he will find out what the best promotion to high the service up”

“I am thinking about it too,” said Minho,”what concerns me is: these companies bank bills drop too fast.. after that sharing”, he drooped down sluggish.

”are the profits still enough to cover it?,” asked Minhyo seriously

“there is.. but still little,” replied Minho

“Oh my… that’s bad.. we must find out another strategy then,” said Minhyo, she thought hard.

Minho sighed a lot,”why am I thinking that Han family will make me bankrupt??”

“do you think so?? Just because you divorced with her??,”

Minho nodded,”you know.. i guess they hate me and gimme some lessons,”

“well.. well.. if they are.. just bring it on, Minho... we mustn’t be afraid of it,” Minho cheered him up.

“stay beside me so that I wont be down,” Minho turn his head to her, she replied with her smile.

“you are really cruel, Appa.. if you want him bankrupt... he just doesn’t handle his own business.. but with several companies inside!,” Chan chan yelled to his father. She was so disappointed that her father really wants Minho’s fall than just separated well and no revenge between her and him.

“how come you never feel hurt at all to him, chan chan?? Why aren’t you not angry at all with his attitude to you??,” said her father

“I want him accept my lesson,” said him again

“but not with this way, Appa.. it will make him suffers,” replied Chan chan.

“you still love him, don’t you??,” asked her father

“see?? She hasn’t recovered at all from her wound,” said her father again to his wife.

“please don’t stand him up no more, chan chan.. he’s not your husband no more,” said her mom,” I know you might still think he is your hubby, but not now anymore,”

“Eomma…this is cruel.. he might not being trusted nomore if all his companies would be collapsed because we take our shares with them. You know, Minho’s companies come from several shared companies,” said Chan chan. She was so worry that all mutual companies of his will attract all funds.

“it’s his risk.. none of my business… he must learn how to pay heart hurt,” replied chan chan’s father so bravely.

Chan chan cried.. she never thought their separation would affect bad things especially to Minho.

“cry if you wanna cry.. but we win in this situation.. we must give him some lessons.. otherwise.. he just pushes his wants to you, chan chan,” said her mom with a little bit sardonically voice.

“why are you all so cruel and really wanna make him down and suffers??”

“stop whining for him, chan chan.. it’s useless.. now you’d better think about your future… get a grip.. stay away from him,” said her mother

Chan chan had no power to challenge her parents, she imagined that Minho would suffer from this separation also and might have little assets so that he would think so hard about his shared companies.

She then entered her bedroom, stared at the sky outside opened window..

“last time I was with him in here.. laughed together as a newly wed.. but now, Minho.. we separate… why must we walk through this step??”, she cried a bit.

Minho in there suddenly also remembered about chan chan. He couldn’t sleep. He just stared at his wallet that he still kept his ex wife’s photo inside.

“seems chan chan is calling me tonight,” he mumbled so soft.

He then saw Minhyo was still sleeping so soundly. He laid down beside her and kissed her forehead.

“actually, indeed.. I am still confused in between choosing you and chan chan. In my egoism emerges, I really want both of you… but what should I do? Am I greedy??”, he spoke so soft to Minhyo so that she couldn’t hear what he said.

He was busy stroking her hair,”my destiny might be with you nowadays…but I still hope for chan chan… sorry, Minhyo”

Minhyo just gibbered.. Minho smiled at her..and kissed her lips..

She woke up,”what’s going on? You cant sleep well??”, she laid her back on pillow

“ah…don’t know.. I am restless tonight,” replied him.

“oh..dont think so hard for what has happened yesterday, Minho.. we are still having long journey,” she tried to cheer him up by smiling so gently to him

Minho hugged him,”I am down.. please don’t leave me.. tomorrow I must face the investors and talk to them about their reduction shares.. I am afraid they will be mad at me”

Minhyo stroked his back gently,”I am beside you… I know you are strong man.. all you can do is tell them the truth and if they are back of from this business.. we will re build it again from nil.. it’s okay, Minho.. I am not afraid of being affliction”

Minho cried,”my mom doesn’t agree with you…but actually you are woman that I need”

Minhyo smiled at him, they still hugged,”I love Minho..”

“please support me.. please don’t leave me facing all these hardships”, said Minho with pleaded sound.

Minhyo was still busy stroking his back gently until he felt very calm with his emotion.

“are you going to office to day and have a meeting with investors??,” Minhyo smiled at him in this morning. Young Sun was busy bubbling to Minho.

“Young Sun seems very happy nowadays you can be with him for any longer,” she said again

“I’d really love to bring him to office.. but now still impossible.. perhaps if my problems must be solved soon then I will introduce you and him to all staffs,” said Minho whilst toting him on his lap.

“he’s almost 6 months.. you can imagine how heavy he is.. my back is tired..,” Minhyo kissed her son and fed him with very soft food.

“you are good mom.. you are really serious taking care of him.. I thought you just were able to fight,” said Minho, praised her.

“well.. Minho.. he’s my precious treasure.. so I must protect and give him my best,” replied Minhyo

“then.. how lucky I am.. I am not wrong to choose you and perhaps Kim will be very disappointed because he threw you,”

Minhyo laughed so loud after she heard Minho saying it.

“you remind me about that bad past again.. uh.. I hate it… you replace him a lot until I forget about him”

Minhyo put the bowl on the dining table,”gimme your hug, Minho.. I don’t know what to say than I love you”

Minho wanted to hug her, but Young Sun’s palm was landed on his cheek, Minhyo laughed at them both.

“ah.. it seems that my boy is jealous with his own father, hehe”, she said to young sun.

“eww.. then I must compete my self to him??,” Minho mumbled, grumpy but then he laughed.

“will you not be sad if we just have a simple wedding ceremony??,” asked Minho to her

“in this time.. I don’t wanna burden you,” replied Minhyo, she played with young sun and still feeding him on her lap.

“aaammm.. you must be bigger soon..so that you can help Appa for working.. I know you are a clever boy,” said her to her son

Minho suddenly sobbed, Minhyo stared at him.

“I think I will never let you go… ,” Minho said, still sobbed.

“Oh my… ,” Minhyo became touched..

“you must be strong… for today and the day after… hwaiting…,” she said again with happy face

Then Minho asked for leave to her, went to his office..

“we lost 60% shares just because you don’t tell us about your divorce, Mr Lee.. now we felt tricked by you,” said Mr Kwang

“it’s not like it, Mr Kwang… I’ve spent my assets to cover it and let me prove that I can make it back again not until end of this year.. I am optimistic that our share in budget hotel will be up, according to this data,” Minho showed him some financial reports of it.

“why didn’t you tell me about Mr Han share to us, Mr Lee?? Indeed we are so shocked,” said Mr Roh

“Mian habnida, Roh ssi.. I lost control… in fact I’ve cover it with my another own assets and we might get profit again.. I will try hard to make it,” Minho bowed deep to all investors.

“we will see until next 3 months report.. please don’t make us disappointed, Lee ssi.. as we already be your partner since your father was still alive,” said Mr Jo

“I will try my best, Jo ssi,” Minho still bowed

“haaaahh… doing family business is actually very risky,” said Mr Myuk when he had coffee time with Minho. He is his father’s friend since they started a business until it develops to many kind.

“I am really sorry I’ve made mistakes to all investors of my father,” Minho bowed again meanwhile sitting to Mr Myuk

“don’t be too feel reluctant to me and some,” replied Mr Myuk,”I know you are really good young lad for business.. your hard working has satisfied us with latest development.. I think it’s just your bit ordeal.. anyway, I am actually quiet shocked when Mr Han withdraws all his investment, as In fact his is quiet big.. but then I guess I must realise that… without him, we still can make achievement.. “

“thank you for your support, Mr Myuk.. I will achieve it again in the next 3 months..,” replied Minho.

He worked so hard for that day, thinking about some marketing development steps and promotions with his managers until he got headache.

He just held his head, thinking hard to get that achievement until next 3 months for 1^st quarter.

He didn’t go home until 10 p.m. he just called Minhyo that he might be late coming home.

After not for a long time, he got a call from chan chan.

“Han chan chan?,” he was confused seeing his mobile ringing, then he picked it up.

“annyeong haseyo, Minho,” Chan chan’s voice still was as usual, so soft..

“ah.. how are you?,” Minho replied her again with gently voice

“I am fine, Minho.. I hope you are fine too,” replied her

“Minho.. I am so sorry about what my family wants.. I still feel very guilty,”

Minho smiled, he actually so hurt being stabbed so that he must had lose his assets, but it’s also court decision that he couldn’t resist.

“that’s okay, chan chan.. I don’t take it again… I am now working hard to improve the situation.. I am chased by time.. ,” he tried to answer her apologize with big heart.

“you know.. I think my family is cruel to you…,”

“no..no, chan chan.. it’s my risk,” Minho tried to convince her that eventhough it’s hard for him but he would survive.

“how about Minhyo? Does she accept your condition now??,”

Minho nodded,”yes.. she doesn’t matter about me in this hard time”

“you are so happy with her.. I am envy,Minho”

“no.. you will have your own happiness, chan chan.. don’t be sad”, Minho tried to cheer her up, because he knew that chan chan is actually a really mellow woman.

“are you sure saying it, Minho?? I am still remembering our last togetherness,” she replied with hoarseness… then Minho knew she finally sobbed..

“please don’t cry, chan chan.. now we have our own lives.. you are now free to decide your own life..,” Minho tried to calm her down, he didn’t want to hear her sobbing no more, it didn’t mean that he didn’t care about her no more, but he released her to be free as her family wanted.

“all I want was.. actually still be with you, Minho.. eventhough Minhyo would be your wife also,” she spoke hoarseness…she was indeed in deep sadness..

“ah… chan chan.. it’s all over.. perhaps you will find better life after with me.. I am sure you will,” Minho gave her spirit, he said that chan chan’s life journey was still long, and she still had many chances to flee herself, tried to reach her dream with her family now.

But chan chan still kept insist on her thought that she actually still hoped for their last relationship would be bonded again, but Minho said it might be impossible for now.

“it’s not the perfect time to think about it, chan chan.. mian haeyo.. I must think how to counter back the investors assets… I am responsible for it,”

“I will ask my father to join again,” said chan chan

Minho smiled at her on the mobile,”I guess it’s impossible, chan chan.. I just had the meeting and we agreed to limit our investors.. I have signed it up with them to day”

Chan chan sighed, she said sorry for many times, but Minho replied that’s okay, he didn’t mind at all..

Finally chan chan hang her call up by saying someday she hoped she would meet Minho again and he could love her again.

Minho couldn’t say anything because actually he also still loves chan chan, but nowadays impossible for him to handle his love feeling 1^st.. he must have caught the target up.

Minho laid himself on chair and just could say,“sorry chan chan.. has my love been reduced to you? Because now I feel Shin Minhyo can replace and does more than you do?? I am sorry,”

In another place, chan chan just could cry..cried about her own fate, why she separated from her love one…

To be continued to part 20^th…