My Girl Is Ex Gangster (25th Part : Conversation and Confession)

This is just an imaginative story.. never be so serious with it…

Mr.Joon the owner of Daeyang Hospital was very shocked when He knew Minho was shot. Mr.Park and his gangs talked to Joon that everything would be okay with Minho. Joon would never be dared to against his words. He gave Minho several days to off from work

“So…Doc Lee.. I asked Mr Joon to off you for several days from work.. as your wound hasn’t healed yet… we are sorry for this, Doc… Gackt shouldn’t have brought you to that game,” Mr Park had a chit chat with Minho this evening

Minho tried to get up slowly from his ward,” ah.. gwaenchanh seubnida (that’s okay), Park-ssi.. actually I am getting okay.. this wound isn’t too bad”

“But Minho.. you push yourself to work so fast.. as Mr Joon said it’s okay for you to take sick leave, right Appa??,” asked Minhyo to her father

Minho whispered to her,” I am afraid of being fired, you know..,”

But Minhyo just replied with giggling.. she never thought Minho was being a coward. She respects him precisely because he is clever and finally intrepid. But today, he’s a little bit childish.

“what’s wrong??,” asked Mr Park seeing them whispering.

Minhyo whispered to her own father,”Minho is afraid of being fired, Appa.. so that’s why he wants to work again.. “

Park mumbled for a while, then,” well.. you don’t have to be worried, Doc… as I informed Mr Joon that your wound is bad and it’s very dangerous if he pushes you for still working,”

Minhyo clapped Minho’s shoulder,”just relax, Namja.. you’ll be okay.. don’t think about your work too much,”

Park said apologize to Minho and held his daughter’s hand,” Appa must talk with you right now”

Minhyo followed her father’s hold. They talked outside Minho’s ward.

“what’s going on, Appa??,” asked Minhyo to Park. They sat beside by beside on waiting long chair

“I am worry about doc Lee and also his mother’s safety,” said Park

Minhyo nodded,” Me too, Appa.. but.. will Appa take them to my apartment or??,”

Park replied,” Yes.. actually I want them to stay with you 1^st.. and anyway, it’s safer than if they will stay still in their house”

Minhyo mumbled,” umm.. that’s okay, Appa.. I will arrange it for his mom and him.. but perhaps Appa will also place some guards.. anyway.. I don’t think our enemy will not set eyes on him”

Park agreed for what his daughter wanted. So Minhyo came again to Minho’s ward and talked to him.

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“Appa wants me to live with you .. in my apartment,” smiled Minhyo at him, she sat beside the bed.

Minho was aghast,”what?? I am okay, Imja.. you all don’t have to worry about me,”

“Appa wants it.. not me,” Minhyo sat beside Minho but back on him, grimed.

Minho smiled at her gently, holding her hand,” I don’t want to burden you, anyway.. I am getting recovered.. it’s been more a week I am here.. my body is hurt… less active”

Minhyo pressed Minho’s wound, he moaned. But Minhyo just laughed out loud.

“you are stubborn, Minho.. I hate it!,”

“Aya.. it hurs!,” replied Minho.

Minhyo just laughed at him again,”nay.. you are immune to any shot right now, haha”

Minho saw her strangely. He thought it wasn’t funny at all because last time he just wanted to save auntie Anh and after this incident, he promised to his mom for not involving himself with it no more.

Minhyo sighed. She actually very worried Minho wont be able to disengage himself of crime which has been such a big octopus. But Minho insisted himself, after this phase, he would just keep quite working for Mr Joon at DaeYang hospital and perhaps Minhyo wont ask him no more.

“No.. I will never do it, Minho.. but really.. I am worried about Eomma,” said Minhyo, of course referring to Minho’s mom.

Minho mumbled, yeah.. that is true.. once you have jump into the crime world, bet, you will be never able to get out from it… nothing than you have plunged into the deep abyss …groundless… and.. you will die in that world.

“I don’t want.. for me, Eomma nor you either, Minhyo,” said Minho, so persistent

Minhyo hugged Minho,” Minho.. I miss being just an ordinary girl.. perhaps in that world, I might be naughty… but I didn’t get my life in to crime world”

Minho smiled,” actually.. that’s what I want .. and that’s what I try to… we can live together happily without having to pull the trigger of your FN… I am sick, dizzy and very sad if I remember you will have any operation.. I am afraid you will die.. and I am so serious for not want to loose you”

Minhyo cried a bit but also laughing,” I am so happy Minho loves me.. my Eomma must be very glad seeing me like this… “

Minho understands, even though Minhyo is very fierce, grumpy, sulky, fussy, sadist, but inside her heart… she is kind … it all is just her behavior to cover her natural instinct… to protect people she loves..

“so, Minho.. let you and Eomma live in my apartment… ,” said Minhyo again. Still in Minho’s embrace. She heard Minho’s heart beat. She heard it so soft. Made her wanted to hear it, always.. as her feeling towards Minho.

“ I want to protect Eomma… and also you..,” said her again.

“I don’t wanna loose everyone I love,” added her again

Minho knows her warm heart. She becomes sadistic not because of herself, because of her past traumatism. Minho advised her gently that she doesn’t have to do such operation nor anything that could hurt her nor making her killing one’s self. It’s not the era to do or response anything with revenge.

“ we must quit.. I am getting tired even tough we just defend our selves,” said Minho

Minhyo stroke his cheek,” but Minho.. we still don’t know..who terrorize me.. who made you like this… and if we don’t avenge it.. we will die all.. soon or later,”

Minho smiled at her,” if you wont be touched by them.. let them do what they like to this world..as long as they wont treat you and my family bad”

“but… you still don’t refuse my offer to take you and Eomma to my apartment, right?? It’s dangerous, Minho.. we have best safety system there.. but not with your home.. they might find it and kill you all.. I am so worry about you all”

Then Minho asked her to think about it again.. anyway, he didn’t want to burden both his mom and Park family. Then he considered himself finally agreed. Minhyo was very glad to know. Minho was surprised she was so so entirely happy.

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“are you sure that we can move there, Minho?? Eomma seems worry a lot,” said Mrs Lee. Minho had gone back home after 1 week more in hospital.

He said that he had been long in hospital and tomorrow he must work again. He sat beside his mom whom packing some clothes. They were ready for moving to Minhyo’s apartment.

Mrs Lee stared at her son deeply,” Minho.. are you sure that.. your relationship with her saving your life??”

Minho wasn’t startled at all with his mom’s question, as she ever asked it to him several times before. Minho really seemed not able to our from Minhyo’s cycle of life.

“It’s a vicious cycle, Minho… you are trapped by your own feeling to her,” said his mom

Minho really realizes it. He loves Park Minhyo, that Gangster’s daughter. He also cant reach in his mind, why he could love someone so rude, killer and really not girly at all. On the contrary to his attitudes that people always think about him: quite, sensitive, nurture, kind. Why does he love someone like Park Minhyo?? That’s what his mom doesn’t understand … up till now..

“I don’t know, Eomma.. I don’t know why I love that girl.. when I helped her at that time.. my feeling was different to her.. i was so worry about my own self, felt like I was gonna die when she raced me to her head quarter.. but.. my feeling defeat my logic?? Am I wrong??,”

There.. Minho has shown his real feeling. Something’s stupid conquer his logic.

“do you think we will be going to safe, dear?,” asked his mom again

Minho hugged his mom,” then.. what do you think, Eomma?? It’s in between the line of puzzlement … but I cant defeat my own love feeling and expression about her”

Mrs Lee isn’t a kind of like to carelessly judge her own son bad. She knows her son is so sensitive. She just sees this relationship is too risky from the 1^st time when she finally knew Minho slept with that Park Minhyo, and bounds by a feeling of always loving her, in any condition.

Mrs Lee asked him to call Minhyo again, she thought she wouldn’t come with Minho.. stayed in her own house. Minho was aghast, it was too risky for his mom just to stay alone.

“Ah, Eomma.. why?? I am afraid those gangsters will haunt you,” said Minhyo in the car, she’s on the way to Mrs Lee’s.

Mrs Lee said, she didn’t want to move to Minhyo’s apartment. Then Minhyo ran her car so quickly to Mrs Lee’s.

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Minhyo came and hugged Mrs Lee. She smiled at Minho.

“Eomma… it’s too risky.. I am afraid they will harm you,” said Minhyo in hope, that Mrs Lee would move.

Mrs Lee smiled at her,” I am sure that I am gonna be safe here.. “

“Eomma…,” said Minho in worrisome face, holding his mom’s hands.

Mrs Lee smiled at her own son gently, rubbed his hands,” don’t worry, Minho.. I know what I am gonna do”

Minhyo then called Gackt, her brother.

“I don’t like this.. Eomma doesn’t want to be moved,” she grumbled to Gackt

Gackt understands the worrisome of a mother. He told Minhyo to not so worry about it. He would come to Mrs Lee’s house.. and persuaded her to come to Minhyo’s apartment or took many gangsters and also himself to take care of her.

Not for a long time, finally Gackt came to that house.

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“we are sorry, Mrs Lee.. for your inconvenient .. but your safety is our 1^st priority… we are sorry,” Gackt bowed to Mrs Lee.

“perhaps I could be there.. but I don’t think I can,” replied Mrs Lee with smile. She still insisted to stay here.

Minho scratched his head, feeling so guilty with Gackt. But he said that it’s okay for Mrs Lee’s decision. But Gackt said to her for let him stayed in her house.. with some of his men.

“what?,” said Minhyo, so startled.

“ya.. why?? You don’t appreciate my decision?,” Gackt asked her back.

Minhyo kept quite. She couldn’t against her own brother.

“But.. why don’t you take Eomma here and let you and Minho take care of this house,”

Gackt mumbled, he thought. He guessed what she thought was true, though.

“but what about Minho?,” asked Gackt again

“I can be here, I am okay.. anyway, Eomma’s safety is most important,” replied Minho calmly.

“This is so crazy,” said Mrs Lee’s heart. Actually she was very worry about everything now. What if Minho and her would be killed? She was very dizzy with his own son.. why he was so reckless with his relationship.. this was the matter between life and death!

“I am sorry.. I must talk to him,” Mrs Lee asked for permission to Gackt and also Minho, and caught Minho’s hand. They sat on the corner of living room.

“Minho.. I really regret your relationship.. you know, my life has become so anxious, dangerous and near to death”, said his mom.

Minho was in really doubtful. He knows a lot, it’s both side of the story: one he loves Minhyo and another loves his mom. He cant leave both of them.

“Eomma will be safe in her apartment… meanwhile.. I can take care of this house.. don’t worry… this area belongs to them and those enemies wont dare to attack here…,” replied Minho.

Mrs Lee’s face became more anxious, fidgety,” God.. please protect us”

Minho stood up and smiled at his mom,” we will, Eomma”

Then he walked to Minhyo and Gackt. He said that he agreed his mom would be in apartment, meanwhile he and Gackt would be here.

“restless,” grumbled Minhyo. She thought both her boyfriend and brother are same.

“Deal,” said Gackt. He tapped his sister’s shoulder that she must not have been so worried with Minho’s condition.

“fierce and sudden attack.. that’s what I hate,” said Minhyo, grumpy to Gackt.

“this is not the time for complaining what we will do, Minhyo.. you just accompany Mrs Lee and still stay alert,” replied Gackt so serious.

Finally, Minhyo just nodded, complied her brother’s order. Then, she, Mrs Lee and tens of Park’s men fleeted to Park’s apartment… in central of Seoul..

Mrs Lee was actually worry about Minho.

“perhaps Minho and Mr Gackt will be okay,” she said to Minhyo.

Minhyo who wore sun glasses replied her calmly,” that’s okay, Eomma.. your home is in our territory .. on the contrary.. actually this is out of my father.. but we can say: this area is neutral.. police wont give up…,”

Still… Mrs Lee was very worry…

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Minho and Gackt sat on the veranda, nearby living room, on the floor.

“Pardon me, Minho.. do you regret to love my sister?,” suddenly Gackt asked a sensitive question.. something that Minho had just got it from his mom.

Minho protruded his long legs, for resting a bit, turned his head to Gackt and smiled at him.

“a stupid question that asked by my mom just now, bro,”

Gackt laughed at him loudly,” but I need its answer..”

“well… okay… I reply: No,” said Minho in normal face, didn’t show of any regret or anything’s disappointed.

Gackt then stood up.. and bowed to him. Minho was confused to his lover’s brother,” hey.. hey.. don’t do that, Oppa.. I am okay with it!”, he asked that guy to right his head up again.

“I’ve spent up my life to understand her feeling… but now I guess.. she has found her happiness in you, Minho,” said Gackt, still bowed.

Minho felt embarrassed with him, he just could scratch his head,” Noo… it’s okay, Oppa.. I don’t mind with it… I love her,”

“Until you get hurt… but in next days… if those gangsters will hurt you again or target you as a bait.. I wont hesitate to finish them off…”, said Gackt.

Minho asked him to stood up in normal position, not to bow nomore. Then Gackt raised his body again.

“I am getting better day by day.. and anyway.. umm…,” said Minho, wanted to tell something to Gackt, but seemed in doubt.

“what’s up??,” asked Gackt, curious.

They now stood up, face to face. Minho was in doubt to tell it, he is actually a shy guy, even to his mom, more over to another person. He really clings to his mom than others, since he was a child.

“hey.. want to tell me something, eh??,” Gackt patted Minho’s shoulder quite hard, sneered at him.

Minho was shy to tell, he still mumbled. That made Gackt was confused.

“something’s really very important??,” asked Gackt again.

“umm….. well,” Minho still mumbled.

Until then,”when.. 1^st time I slept with her… I realized that… my feeling is only for her… so that’s why, even though I know Minhyo is a gangster girl.. I cant help myself that I love her…,” Minho was so shy telling it.

Gackt even giggled when he heard it. Minho was a bit sensitive. Gackt knew it and he just tapped his shoulder.

“Don’t worry… I agree with ya.. ,” until his shoulder trembled.

Minho smiled at him,”perhaps I am not wrong taking all risks”

Gackt then sat on sofa in living room. He turned on tv. Watched the program a bit and then up his head to Minho.

“my father plans for quit.. but we don’t know when.. because.. we still have any other gangsters which don’t want to cooperate with government”

Minho went to the little bar and gave Gackt a light beer can.

“How many gangsters in this city?? Only you and that dragon, right?,” he sat beside Gackt.

“it’s another big same as our gang… but the others follow it,” replied Gackt, opened his can and drank it.

“So… are you all hired by govern??,” Minho was still curious.

Gackt nodded and sneered at him,” whatever you said, but yes”, replied him, so cool.

Minho mumbled. Then he asked again what if they would quit soon and there was none other gangster to help the govern.

“That would be chaos.. may be.. so that father doesn’t want it so soon.. so.. actually, when you asked Minhyo to quit… he was so sensitive but yet thought hard to make it,” replied Gackt still with so cool expression

Minho said sorry for the last request. But he thought Minhyo would be nice and happier if she quits. As she is a teen, it’s not easy to her to cope with that condition… later she might be someone with cold heart and her nature will be out. That’s what Minho worry about. Gackt laughed at him loudly. He retold about their long time story when they spoke together, that Minhyo is usual with blood and other offensive and violence matters.

“You are too naïve, Doctor Lee.. life is not that easy as you imagine… perhaps.. our father wants best for her.. but we still don’t know when it will start.. when it will end…,” said Gackt

Minho was so serious for what Gackt said just now.

“In my eyes, Minhyo’s life is precious.. so as yours and your father’s… I know it’s hard to put life on the line for people like you all… but will Minhyo have her own life to be with me??,”

Gackt smiled at him cool,” oh yes, Ofcourse doctor Lee… I will be very glad that my sister will be with you, lives happily ever after and she has many cute kids… but again anyway.. we just don’t know when it will be started… as our enemies are getting crazy… there are about 5 little bunches joined with that dragon and we must finish.. or even kill them all… and Minhyo is part of us.. so..,”

“So what??,” interrupted Minho to Gackt

Gackt smiled at him coldly ,”so… she must kill others… to vindicate them”

“………… and… that’s our habit… ,”

“Hananim (God)….,” said Minho spontaneously.

“otherwise… she can be killed… ,” Gackt stood up, turned off tv.

“I will protect her no matter what,” said Minho.

Gackt smiled at him,” on the contrary.. she is very worry about your life, doc.. she realizes that you are just an ordinary guy, she loves you a lot, really doesn’t want to loose you… and she is so afraid of it… if someday you’ll be their next target… she wont let them alive…. She’s little bastard,”

“she ever said to me: I will protect Minho and Eomma Lee with my own life.. even until I must die 1^st”… “

Minho kept quite a bit. He was in between lines. Perhaps he is another naïve guy, but in another side, he is someone who will also fight with those gangsters?? What makes his life like this?? His own feeling? His stupidity? What??

“Don’t feel so regret, Doctor Lee… proverb said: “regret just makes your life ruined”… “, Gackt again tapped his shoulder.

Minho kept quite again.. he didn’t talk anything, just thinking. Gackt said permission to sleep… Minho bowed abit to him. Then Gackt walked out from Minho’s to front gate and spoke with some his men for spying around this area.

Minho got into his room, he laid on his bed, thinking hard about his life… and also Minhyo’s.

“I never thought why I should love you... but I nor know.. why I am so in to your life,”

He then imagined what might be happened next..

“Eomma must be safe.. and also to Minhyo… why did I sink in it??”

Then Minhyo called him. Minho said they were okay.

“your brother has told me about you,” said Minho, calmly. Then Minho told about it again.

Minhyo just giggled to him, that actually made Minho was in anxiety.

“Don’t be so worry, Minho.. I can take care of my own self.. when I said to Oppa.. that I might be die 1^st to protect you.. it was just a joke.. I was telling him with laugh”.

“Don’t lie to me,” said Minho flatly.

“No… I don’t, “ replied Minhyo

“You hide your strength now, honey… but actually I am afraid of loosing everyone I love.. including you.. I have lost my father when I was a child..,” said Minho, so serious.

“I know Minho.. eomma told me.. that’s why.. I wanna protect Minho and Eomma also.. because.. I have lost my mom..,” said Minhyo, her sound seemed sad.

“Please … quit… stop this all… ,” said Minho

“It’s not the right time, Minho… it’s not the right time… and … I also must life with you… ,” said Minhyo, but then she giggled to him again

“ah, Minho.. you are so gloomy.. later after this matter will be up.. I’ll kiss you, hihihi”

Minho just could smile, he said to her to take care of herself and his mom in there. Minhyo hided her worrisome in his eyes. She knows Minho doesn’t like this game… hate it a lot… but Minho has been sunk in this game… so.. what else than to protect him and his mom??

Minhyo laid on her bed, she opened her mobile, there was photo when she kissed Minho’s cheek and captured. And opened another picture that she captured, when Minho was sullen and she just laughed at him.

She kissed Minho’s pic… ,” Minho saranghae… Minho for me is everything.. eomma Lee is like my eomma… if they hurt you both… I will finish them all… until there is even none can stop me… until I will burn them alive.. and hearing their misery in grieves,”

To be continued to part 26^th….