My Two Adorable Wives (15th Part: what makes me be a man?)

Minho was really glad everyday he could see his son… his mother really didn’t care with his life any more, life has been so cold in the winter, but Minho really didn’t care about it. He still gave money to his mom, but the relationship between mom and son was still cold..

“you should introduce yourself to my mom,” said Minho when he visited minhyo’s apartment..

She stood up meanwhile giving his son milk… lullaby him..so that he could sleep soon..

“I don’t think your mom will accept me.. and I just called my family, they are angry with me,” said her

“why?? Just because now you are with me again?,”replied Minho

“ye,” replied her,”but perhaps my parents accept their grandson,”

“if they don’t want accept Young Sun, then we will go to your village, let them see him,” said Minho with a little bit upset

He stood up and stroke his son’s chin,”if they don’t adore him.. it’s too much.. he’s cute”, and smiled at his son

“chu chu chu..,” Minho showed kiss expression to his son..

“but..he is still admitted as illegal child.. would you please register him as you and chan chan’s child??”

Minho looked at her deeply,”I am irritated with your words”

“mian haeyo, Namja.. but I still can’t be admitted as your administrative and legal wife..,” replied Minhyo, she was still busy toting Young Sun,”never can be”

Minho sat on the sofa.. sullen..

“you must know the difficulties by doing this kind of life, Minho,” minhyo sat down beside her.. Young sun slept on her lap..

Minho kissed his son…and he woke up again and cried..Minhyo was peeved

“Namjaa.. don’t just disturb him.. he’s lack of sleep,”

“I really miss him a lot.. everytime I work, all I remember just him and him.. just you, Young Sun.. chu,” he kissed again his son

“Minho.. he’s crying loudly.. aaahhh,” then minhyo stood up again and carried him..warded Minho’s hand whom wanted to tease his son

“let me carry him,” said Minho and she gave him..

“nah.. nah.. he keeps silence..,” said minho after several minutes carried him..

“good young sun.. you are nice son,” said him again

“I am pleased if you register him soon, “ she brought up last conversation again

“aahh.. alasseo” he still carried and kissed young sun.. then finally young sun slept..

“Minho..,” minhyo came near to him

“yes?,” replied him.. still carried his son..

“ummm,” she kissed him gently, leaned her hands on his neck,” forgive me if sometimes I am rude to you.. because sometimes you act like little boy,”

“I am your husband even though I am younger than you,” replied him, stuck his tongue..

Minhyo laughed..then she put young sun on the baby box..

“eh..,” minho said,”we still cant play??”

“yes, cant.. until 30 days, hehe,” replied minhyo, stroke his cheek

“aahhh.. gayeobs eolal! (what a pity-red)”, he scratched his head

Minho&Minhyo sat side by side..

“tomorrow.. let’s go to your village..meet your parents,” said Minho.. he asked her to lean her head on..

“I haven’t told my parents,” replied Minhyo

“no.. let it be a surprise,” replied him

“should chan chan go with us too?,” asked her.. she hugged him..

“yes..it’s important,” replied him.. he rubbed her back..”still soft.. I cant stand but we cant do it”

“you still have chan chan, don’t you??,” Minhyo pinched his waist..

“truly.. I don’t have any passionate at all with her,” minho still rubbed her back gently

“you cant do that.. you should be fair to us,” she tried to give him an advice..

“sometimes I feel not able to deny this feeling,” said Minho..he kissed her shoulder..

“I know.. but you’ve promised me that you won’t hurt her nomore, Minho..,”

“ah..,” minho released his hug to her.. then,”I am going”

“where to??cranky again, eh?” minhyo stood up..

“no, honey.. I’m going to work..and tonight I’ll be chan chan’s.. but tomorrow.. we’ll go.. so.. don’t forget to prepare..” Minho wore his jacket..

“okay.. I am going…,” he kissed her cheeks and left..

“eomma.. from whom you know my apartment??,” chan chan was very shocked seeing her mom in front of the door..

Her mom suddenly came inside her room..

“please sit down,” said chan chan.. her mom looked around hers..,”uhmm.. quite good apartment.. does that minhyo also have this big one?”

“it’s nothing to do with minhyo.. eomma,” replied her

Then her mom sat down,”so.. how are you?? Been a long time and it seems you have forgotten us just because that Minho”

“I love him, eomma,”

“yeah I know.. but it’s a big pity.. you love him but he betrays you a lot”

“eomma.. please never say it nomore.. “

“so.. now he’s with her, right??”

Chan chan nodded..

“and he is happy with his son,” her mom quipped

“he should be, eomma,” replied chan chan shortly

“I just wonder … you really are not hurt at all for what he’s done to you.. he’s treated you bad by betraying you with that scarlet woman,”

Chan chan came to her mom,”please don’t call her as scarlet woman again, Eomma.. Minho loves her and he doesn’t love a bad woman”

“what a bad.. he has challenged our tradition and really doesn’t care about the morale and social sanction at all,” her mom yelled at her..

“then.. what will you do to my husband, eomma?? Still pushing me to sign the divorce agreement??,” chan chan’s voice was a bit high..

“if you don’t want to be divorced.. then you must push Minho to stay away from that scarlet woman, Shin Minhyo,” said her mom

“and as you know.. Minho’s mother really doesn’t care anymore about this case.. so.. what will you do if your mother in law agrees with his action eventhough it is just in silence?? Don’t you feel so annoyed and irritated?? Answer me, Chan chan”

“his mom still doesn’t like it, eomma.. ,” replied chan chan shortly

“then.. why do you still insist on your heart to make him gets married with that shin minhyo?? You are so sick, chan chan,” replied her mom again..

Chan chan cried.. she was really depressed about this matter…she really didn’t want to loose Minho nor she still wanted child from Minho himself..she was very afraid being divorced..

“if you really can’t handle this problem.. then I will ask psychologist to help you out,” said her mom

“no, eomma.. I do please if Minho gets married again.. because I know it’s impossible.. and shin minhyo still can’t make it”

“if you know that she still can’t get it.. then why do you not insist it happened faster?,” her mom asked with one eyebrow’s high..

“eomma..please understand my position.. I am depressed about this,” chan chan still cried..

“it’s because you allow him to have another woman…serve you right,” her mom accused her..

Chan chan bowed her head and still sobbed..she never thought that she would walk away with this life..

“I want you to be assertive with him: get divorced or you ask him to separate with that woman and adopt a kid…so that you still can have child…I give up with what he has done…”

Then her mom left her with still sobbed…

In the evening, Minho came to Chan chan and she just kept quite… minho didn’t wonder because he thought that chan chan was taciturn..

“I want you to go with me tomorrow to cheong won..,” said Minho whilst he had dinner

“where is it?what for??”, chan chan was confused..

“to shin minhyo’s house..,”

She was a bit shocked,”what for??”

Minho kept silence for seconds.. then,”to introduce yourself to her parents”

“Minho.. Nampyeon… you are crazy.. it’s weird,” chan chan was very shocked that Minho really necked..

“well.. but I guess , it’s better if she also would be banned in her family.. you don’t know what has happened to her also, right?? She might be banned,” replied Minho.. he drunk glass of water..

“but Nampyeon.. isn’t it too risky??,”

Minho shook his head,”I guess not.. it’s better for them to know that you are okay with this condition,”

Then she was quite.. she was confused why Minho so necked…

“is it something wrong??,” asked him to her

Chan chan realized from her daydream,”ah.. no.. so.. are we going tomorrow??,”

Minho nodded…

Then chan chan asked about the business and he said that all were okay.. that budget hotel was about 50% built and in his assumption.. it would be finish next month…

She also asked how young sun was and he said he was okay and healthy… she wondered if young sun could be able to travel for far distance, but he convinced her that young sun was healthy baby so he could follow his parents..

So chan chan prepared for all stuffs for tomorrow..

Minho called his friend, Ji Man..

“you know, Minho.. you are really necked to crash our civilization and it might hurt you someday,” said Ji Man to him

“I feel not have any other choice, Ji Man.. as Minhas Minhyo has my baby.. she just delivered two weeks ago..,” replied Minho

“chughahaeyo.. what is it?? Boy or girl??,”

“a boy.. named Young sun..,”

“now you will face the fact that if your wife inform the administration then you might be in jail..,”

Minho sighed,”should i?? as in fact, chan chan is now very worried that she must be pushed by her family to divorce me.. tomorrow I will go to minhyo’s residence in village”

“poor Lee Minho.. you are very necked, indeed… then.. what will you do if that shin family doesn’t agree their daughter will be the 2^nd?? You must be in jail, accused by doing bigamy”

“oh.. Kang Ji Man.. I call you to release a bit my problem.. not to scare me a lot”

Ji Man laughed at him on the phone,”I told you before Lee Minho.. but you didn’t care about my notice”

Minho sighed again,”then.. please help me to pray that I’m gonna be okay”

“you do the old fashioned tradition.. this isn’t in joseon era nomore.. you are too risky,”

“perhaps you were me so that you would feel my pain, Ji Man,”

“hell yeah.. but I am not you..,” replied Ji Man,”then.. what is chan chan’s family reaction??”

“they haven’t reacted well for several times after last time,” replied Minho,”they might demand me after I will register my son”

“they must do it,” said Ji Man,”just prepare and set it on”

“if the condition wants it.. I might get divorced with Han chan chan.. eventho chan chan herself doesn’t want it,”

Time passed and they finally went to cheong won..

Minhyo’s mom was very shocked that she came with Minho again and also with young sun the baby..Minhyo’s father was quite calm to handle his own feeling by being disappointed with his own daughter but hided it..and when he saw her came also with chan chan.. he felt in between guilty and wary..

They sat in the living room together..

“truly.. this is embarrassed me a lot and really disappointed me a lot…also.. now every neighbor see us different.. sonically,” minhyo’s mom scolded her in front of others.. Tae Hee, minhyo’s sister just kept silence.. she ever bullied by their neighbors since they knew that minhyo’s pregnant by a married man..

“I am depressed and now you bring that baby to us,” continued her mom

“and .. your sister, Tae Hee has been bullied several times by neighbors,” she added again

It’s not Minhyo bowed to make an apologize.. but Minho did it…,“I am so sorry, Mrs Shin.. this is all my fault.. but I have promised you that I will be responsible for this matter and when we wanted to go.. Minhyo delivered  delivered Young sun.. so that I canceled our marriage.. but soon.. we will make it happened,”

“oh.. that’s very kind of you, Mr Lee,” replied minhyo’s mom sonically,”but it’s too late that now they see us different”

“Eomma.. please forgive me.. I know that I am wrong taking this risky matter…but perhaps you all will accept u all will accept young sun as grandson”, Minhyo bowed deeply to her mom..

“sister Minhyo.. please get up..,” Tae Hee tried to neutralize that happening.. she tried to understand that her elder sister was not guilty at all..

“I will still bow like this until Eomma will accept Young sun..”, said minhyo,”Eomma might not admit me as your daughter nomore.. but not with t with Young sun.. he’s innocent in this case”

Mr Shin took a deep breathe..,”since you were born.. I know eventho you are very stubborn, but you never against us, minhyo.. but when you came with pregnancy.. I am very disappointed with you.. not with Young sun… but with you and him.. anyway, I personally accept Young sun.. he’s not guilty at all..”, he said with a bit tremble voice..

“Appa.. thank you very much..it’s enough for me if you admit him truly,” replied minhyo..

“you really want your eomma depressed and commit suicide,” said her mom ungainly

“Eomma.. please never say that… I love eomma..please,” Tae Hee cried..

“shut up, Tae Hee.. it’s nothing to do with you..,” said her mom again

Chan chan finally spoke up,”I am so sorry, Mr and Mrs Shin.. for me, as Lee Minho’s wife is actually the one whom saddest in this case.. I bear the pain when I saw them happy in love and now with Young sun..,” then she looked at Minho whom still bowed to Mr and Mrs Shin, then continued her words,”but…again.. I also wanted to commit suicide when I knew it… but again.. what else could I do?? I realize I am wrong in this case.. so when minhyo comes into my husband’s life.. I try to accept her.. it’s hurt me.. really hurts.. but I try not to be sad.. I am learning to accept minhyo and also young sun in my life”

“Chan chan…,” minhyo just could speak her name.. chan chan turned her head to minhyo and smiled at her

“haahh… I wish that I could have any child with Minho.. but I can’t..so he loves you…for me.. it’s a lucky to be loved by Minho.. whom woman doesn’t want?? But it’s not my luck when I know I can’t give him any child.. I am down.. afraid that he will leave me… when I know that he’s in love with Minhyo.. I am sad.. I felt like I am the useless wife as ever in this world.. blame for this womb that can’t give him any cute child..but Minhyo can make it.. I am envy with her.. but.. if I remember again..that I have thanked much to Minho.. I am a bit free from worry… when he said “I will never divorce you.. I love you..,”,” she gazed..

“chan chan…,” said Minho shortly

“Minho.. I love you.. I am sorry I cant make you happy.. ,” said chan chan to him

“am I wrong.. Mrs Shin.. If I let my husband gets the best in his own life?? If we count any hurt.. then I am gonna be very hurt and sadder woman than Minhyo.. in this case.. it doesn’t mean I want you to poor or pity on me.. but it’s for our open mind.. that… I decide to receive this fate…”, said chan chan again

All kept quite.. they felt what chan chan said deeply…

Minhyo came to her and hug her,”chan chan.. I am thankful to have sister like you.. forgive me chan chan”

Chan chan relieved her tears…,”i.. just don’t wanna hurt anyone of us”

“I am the one who take away Minho from you.. I hurt you but you don’t be mad at me at all..you are such a very noble woman..chan chan,” replied Minhyo

Chan chan released her hug to minhyo and looked at minhyo’s mother,”so.. Mrs Shin.. I am pleased if my husband will be with her”

Mrs Shin was very very shocked and almos fainted to what chan chan’s true confession just now…,”Hananim.. what else karma do you give me??”, she was very ill feeling

“eomma.. please hold out.. this is gonna be okay,” said Tae Hee..

“don’t be like your sister someday, Tae Hee.. or I really will commit suicide,” said her mother

“be patient, eomma,” replied Tae Hee..

Then Mrs Shin was out from living room and came to her room without any permission…

Minhyo looked at her from living room..,”mian haeyo, eomma…”

Young sun cried.. Tae Hee was busy lullaby him

“please let me carry him, sister.. he’s tired after a long journey.. he’s just 2 weeks baby and it’s prone to be sick”, Tae Hee was really tender to him..

She carried young sun away from that living room..,”I’ll carry him to my room.. he’s gonna be fine”, she smiled at them and then left for her room..

Mr Shin still sat … ,”it’s all up to you.. but it doesn’t mean I agree..since last time you were here,” said him to her daughter

“I will never hate young sun.. but I am disappointed with you.. very, minhyo”, added him again

Minhyo took her head bowed,” okay, Appa”

Then Mr Shin stood up and went to his room…

Now there were only 3 of them…

They kept quite for a while..even an ant couldn’t break their silences…

Later ,”ah.. let’s go sleep.. I will sleep with young sun in my room.. you and chan chan can sleep in guess room.. I’ll prepare for both of you,” minhyo smiled at them and then went out.. preparing the guess room…

Minho talked with chan chan,still in living room,”am I too brave so that shin minhyo seems castaway by her family??”

Chan chan smiled at him,”you told them the truth.. that’s what I like… soon or later.. her family will know and take any decision..but now.. all we can do is just explain and prevent them to do harmful.. like I ever did… almost attempted commit suicide”

Minho came near her and hugged her,”I am so sorry, chan chan… I am so sorry.. but indeed.. if you feel my love shared by two.. please I am sorry”

“I really feel it, Minho.. so that I think that you don’t love me any more,” said her

“no.. it’s not alike it.. it’s just.. I need to be a man..and I found that way.. I am sorry,” replied Minho

“porridge can’t be changed into rice again,” replied chan chan

“so.. that’s why I ask your apologize to me,” minho stroke her head..

“I am in dilemma.. between scare, hopeless but also love…,”

“I know, chan chan.. me also.. I will try my best to be fair and to not leave you…. I need your trust and if I break my promise.. please be mad at me,”

“I love you for not being an egoist with your barren wife,”

“hush… never say that again.. I love you.. you are so generous to me..,” replied Minho.. still stroke her head,”let’s go sleep.. I am dozy”

To night.. Minhyo let minho slept with chan chan…

At her room.. she cradled her own son…

“sleep tight, young sun.. I know that you are so tired.. you are a very good and healthy boy.. I love you.. “, she kissed him…

After some time.. she heard someone knocked the door..she opened it…and there was Minho..

“you haven’t slept yet??,” asked minhyo.. minho shook his head and came in..

“I wanna hug my boy,” he said.. he came near his son and kissed him

“he’s so tired.. Tae Hee looked after him very well.. lullaby him gladly.. he’s very tired,”

“yeah..,” replied Minho shortly,”my healthy and beloved boy.. father loves you”, he still kissed his son’s cheek..

“so.. are you okay if to night I’ll sleep with her, right??,” asked him to her

Minhyo smiled at him,”I am okay..please get into your room.. it’s late..,”

“okay..,” Minho smiled at her and kissed her,”night..sweet dream,honey”

“Ji Man..it’s bad.. her parents really don’t admit her again to be their daughter eventho young sun is safe,” said minho, he called again his friend

“damn.. that might be worse if you still keep her,” replied Ji Man

“ah.. are you serious?? Then I must break with her up??”

“it’s all up to you,” said Ji Man

“ah..,” he scratched his head..,”I can’t leave both her and my son,”

“keep your son and dump her,” said Ji Man

“crazy,” said minho shortly

“no other choice than it,” said Ji Man again,”you will never be able to marry her because state never allows it,”

“when will young sun be registered??,” said minhyo in her apartment.. the day after.. they directly went back to city…

“I am sorry… young sun must be registered by chan chan’s name,” replied Minho..he set straight face

“I know..,” said Minhyo shortly… she was busy to play with young sun in his baby box..

Minho toted his son,”ah.. young sun is getting bigger…”, he felt his son heavier than the last..

“thanks God.. he is,” said Minhyo..

“I will ask chan chan to help you..,” said Minho

Minhyo stood in front of him,”can I be your wife?? If I can’t.. let me go,”

Minho put his son in the baby box again, clumsy with his girlfriend’s question,”what??why are you asking me about it??”

“I am pleased..,” said Minhyo

Minho raised his eyebrow,”but I am not… I told you that I will never let you go.. I love both chan chan and you.. no other weird question.. enough,”

“but.. I will never be your wife, right??,”

“eventhou someday you can’t be.. but I still admit you as my wife!,” minho’s voice tensed

“anyway.. young sun is still little..so if chan chan takes care of him.. he will never know who his mom is,”

“stop it.. I hate this conversation!,” Minho snapped her..

Minhyo came to her room and banged the door,”Blam!”

Minho shouted from outside her room,”don’t be stupid.. I am not an egoist man that you think I will let you go easily, Shin Minhyo..”

Minhyo was really sad that she never could think having this kind of life..

“if I go ..then how about young sun??he’s my son… but it’s impossible for me to be minho’s…,”

Minho knocked the door,”shin minhyo… open up”

Minhyo really didn’t open it.. minho shouted several times.. “open up..”

“bang bang bang,” sound of the knocking door..a bit louder..

For several time minhyo didn’t open it.. until then…

“promise me for not talking this matter any more.. because I will find the best way to get you,” said Minho

Minhyo kept quite in front of him…

“why are you thinking about it again?? Worry that I will dump you??,” asked Minho to her.. they still stood up face to face

She was quite…

“answer me..you know that I don’t like to hide any problem at all,” said him again,”simple..just answer yes or no”

She still was quite..until minho held her cheeks..

“y…e..s,” she answered it jittery

Minho wasn’t angry with her, but on the contrary, hugged her tight,”I’ll never let you go…never.. I am thinking to find out any way…,”

Minhyo’s tears were rolling down her face,”I love Minho..but I also can’t ask you to separate with chan chan…perhaps I could be your wife because young sun is ours,”

“you’ll be… you’ll be my wife…just be patient a bit,”

“thank you, Minho..”

“after 6 months we must plan to go abroad…,” said Minho,”so…make young sun be healthy so that he can travel long journey”

Minho still hugged her tight…

“you know minhyo??? You make me as a man…by giving me Young sun…,”

Minhyo kept silence…she leaned her head to Minho’s shoulder…she rubbed his back gently..

“are you still there?,”

“yes,”replied her,”I am just thinking …that young sun is gonna be a nice boy of Lee family,”

Minho smiled at her, he rubbed her back gently also,”he’s gonna be”

“am I acceptable in your family??,” asked her

“yes..my mom will give up…and she will admit you as her daughter in law”

“I am hopeless, Minho…after my parents get rid of me,”

Minho still rubbed his back gently,”be strong..because I won’t leave you”

“eventhou someday she will never admit me??,”

Minho nodded,”yes…”

“oh…Minho…embrace me tight…like we will say goodbye tomorrow morning,”

Minho hugged her getting tight..,”we’ll always be together…”