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Senin, Juni 20, 2016

My Two Adorable Wives (Part 21: I May Not Be Able To Reach Her..)

This is just an imaginative story.. never be so serious with it.. 18+…

Minhyo was pensive. Living with Minho for about 1 year, having a great son, in other way also having some great problems. She thinks about their last conversation between her-Minho and her-Chan chan.
“why am I becoming so defenceless with his feeling about chan chan??”.

Ya.. actually.. who wants to share her husband’s love to another woman??? It is really going to be a crazy matter. After divorced, Minho still actually has strong feeling for his ex wife, Han Chan Chan, and Shin Min Hyo still is having inferior feeling about his ex… until now.
She sat whilst pensive. Would she end all this by divorce?? This was always thought by her since she felt so guilty, taking away Minho from Chan chan.
Minho.. actually you hurt me a lot,” said her heart.
Her father called two days ago, but she didn’t dare to talk about it. Afraid her family would speak loud about her life now and she couldn’t stand up about him.

“are you really serious with him??,” once, Mr and Mrs Shin asked about their daughter’s relationship with a married man, named Minho.
Shin Minhyo bowed respectfully to her parents.
“yes I am, father.. mother..,”
“ah.. it’s because you bear his son,” quipped Mrs Shin to her own daughter.
Yes, in their neighbourhood, it’s very disgrace if a woman has a baby without marriage. … and their neighbours had chatted too much about her condition… more over, she was a policewoman.
Mrs Shin sighed, she never thought it would be like this… raises 3 girls that would make her proud of them, but on the contrary, in the end, it might become a gossip between neighbours.
They ever forced her to abort, but still she persistent with her own decision.
“and I still keep him no matter what, mother,” she said.
It didn’t mean that Mrs Shin wasn’t angry at all to her.. but really was..

Minhyo remembered it again. Meanwhile, Young Sun was just sleeping on his own little bed.
“I really don’t know what I am gonna do with your father’s ex wife, dear..”
“it’s ever reached in my mind that I’d better hand you to her”.
And of course if Minho knows what’s in her mind.. he’s going to be very angry..
“your father is so egoist,” she murmured to her son.
She remembered again the last conversation between her and Chan Chan.
“promise me.. that I will have more nights with him,” said Chan Chan.
“more nights??,” she murmured again.
“why do I please with it??,”
She suddenly got up and cried.
“NO.. I DON’T!!,” whilst angry.
Young Sun woke up. He heard his own mom cried. He still couldn’t speak fluently, still just one year baby. But he could feel what she felt. He just could say “Eomma”, to call his mom.. to spoil him.
Minhyo kissed her son’s cheeks and hugged him gently.
“you are whom Minho wants.. you are also the one who makes me strong,”
As the one and only Minho’s son, he will heir all his parents’ wealth. Minhyo should have been so happy but she isn’t at all. She realizes herself as the one who took away Minho from his beloved wife… that is really a shameful thing.
Also, up till now, Mrs Lee still doesn’t admit her as daughter in law. She persistently refuses her.
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“I cant stand with your mom’s refusal, Minho.. it’s too hurt for me,” she sighed someday to him.
Minho told her that he always tried to find ways to make his mom’s attitude better for his wife. So far, it hadn’t changed. She is so persistent and stubborn.
“it’s more that 6 months since last time we met her.. poor this baby,” she complained to him.
Minho mumbled. His relationship with his mom really decreased since last year. Even though he sometimes visited her without his wife and son, but she really didn’t want him to talk about Shin Minhyo nor his son’s development.
“seems that you really hate Shin Minhyo a lot.. and more over.. you also hate your own grandson, mom,”
“how could you have a hatred heart to your own grandson??,”
Mrs Lee was actually really hurt with Minho, whom steeled against her decision. Her choice was still with Han Chan Chan. Whatever would be happened, she still insisted on choosing her as daughter in law.
“Never until I die,” she said her embitterment to what Minho filled her heart’s content.
Minho suddenly squatted and then knelt down in front of his mom.
“this my several times kneeling down, Eomma… I really beg you.. to accept my son…,”
“I know I am very wrong… but he is innocent… and your acceptance is an honour  important thing for him… he’s part of Lee family… “.
Actually Mrs Lee very regretted herself for hating her grandson. She still questioned herself why Minho was so stupid taking decision to make Shin Minhyo pregnant and having Young Soon so that he must have divorced ??
“you mustn’t divorce with her but you did it .. just for that silly woman Shin Minhyo..,”
“she is the mother of my son.. how cant I get married with her, mom??,” replied Minho. Status of young soon, of course, is really important. Thou Chan Chan had agreed that she was very pleased to use her name as legal administration letter for young soon, but Minho didn’t want it… because his son’s mom isn’t Han Chan Chan, but Shin Minhyo.
“Enough, Minho… I am tired with this situation since last year.. and you don’t even understand your own mom,”
“where do I put my face in front of Han family?? You have made me hurt and disappointed me a lot,”

But Han family wants the company share more, that’s what Minho thinks as a greedy family. He refuses their deal to have more than 30% by the reason he has divorced their daughter.
“you are all crazy.. how can I fulfil it??,” Minho said in front of them, in front of their and his lawyer.
“you all just want me bankrupt,”
He reaffirmed his statement, that Han family just want him bankrupt.. and he could have a heart to drag them, of course, to the civil court of justice. He must defend himself for his little family financially survive.
“Evil.. ,” he nagged after that family meeting.
Chan Chan couldn’t plead for Minho. she is powerless to what she will stand up for. Minho just could scratch his head facing this problem.

“Can you help me, Chan chan? Your family is really greedy. For the real fact, you just have 20% share to this company.. but why you ask for more that you invest?? Do I call you all as a greedy family?? I know you are all still our big family… you are my cousin.. but it doesn’t mean.. you all can control me,” said Minho to her whilst they met in one café.
“you all just want me bankrupt, being poor and then you all can fully control me.. right??,”
Chan chan couldn’t say anything. Yes, her family wants Minho’s life slumped because he has let them down. In another case, she still loves this man… doesn’t want him hurt.. even when Shin Minhyo told her that Minho actually still loves her, even though they have been separated and divorced, inside her heart, she still wants to live with him.
“I know I am weak, but I will try to speak up for you… ,”
“even my mother is in your family’s side..,” said Minho.
Chan chan kept quite. She wanted to talk about Minhyo’s question last time, yet, she still didn’t dare to ask it.
“I will talk it again to my family… I know it from your mom.. that now business is going bad,”
Minho replied abruptly,” yes… more over since your family demands more and more of our investment.”
She said sorry alot for this. All she wanted was all over, not being discussed no more, not being a fighting in between families. Anyway, for long time she had lied to Minho for her status before, it was a very big disgrace crime. She still remembered at civil court how Minho was very very disappointed when knew it.
“would you please forgive my family if this problem will be solved??,”
“Of course,” Minho smiled at her. He doesn’t take revenge to her. He just was very upset with her family, nothing more. He still insisted that must hold what he’s got, because it’s his right. No matter what they would try to take his assets away, he will insist on holding them.
“you al cant make me bankrupt just because of this matter.. I have been holding this business after my late father, so I guess.. I must keep all this doing on the right track.. none will interfere me..,”
And chan chan really knows, how stubborn Minho is…..

Again, Chan chan was very doubtful to say what her feeling about last time talk with Minhyo. She was very afraid that Minho didn’t know about it.
“can we talk about something??,” she asked.
“about what?,”
“my status…,”
Minho guessed it must have been about his conversation with Minhyo. But he hided it.
“your status?? About?? ….Or our status??,”
“it could be.. about our status,” replied her.
Minho asked her to go on, explained for what she wanted to say. He is a real listener that chan chan used to be really excited when she told everything she met or saw to him.
Then she told Minho about her last meet with Shin Minhyo… and talking about what that woman wanted from her. Minho listened so carefully that actually, it was from his idea.
“Ah..,” he tried to test chan chan for this, pretending to sigh.
“what’s going on?? Didn’t you ever tell me that you will still keep me??,” asked her.
Minho smiled at her. Well… they actually still love each other, but the condition tells the different.
“Shin Minhyo still has feeling of inferior to you… so.. I still cant tell anything than taking care of her feeling,”
Chan chan felt disappointed. Minho read her line face. He didn’t mean it.. he just wanted to test her feeling. He learnt how to forgive the past that she made him disappointed a lot. However, she ever filled his life with joy.
He held her hand, to let her know that he still has feeling for her.
“even though we are separated now.. but you are still part of me.. ,” he said.
“what Shin Minhyo said it’s true.. sorry,”
“is it true… that you still want me??,” asked her.
Minho nodded. He leaned his back on chair.
“Ah… I ever told you that I am an egoist man.. I will do anything to get what I want… you know me,”
Chan chan just nodded. Her life with Minho was longer than he with Shin Minhyo.
And Minho completed his words by saying that he wanted to solve the problem with Han family, then he will finish others. He doesn’t want to be bankrupt just because The Han really wanted to grab big percentage of profits.
“It cant be… and even though my business now is added by having budget hotel, but it’s not related to The Han.. it’s between me, The Roh and The Kang… “
Chan chan just could answer him by saying,” I understand what you mean”. So it means that Minho just wants to still fight for his right, then later pass another problems.
“ah.. I am really sorry, Minho.. it was just reached in my mind… ,” she said.
`Minho wasn’t angry with her.
Chan chan.. if I could have any child from you.. sure I will hold you.. but you cant.. even though you are.. inside my heart.. it’s hard for me to let you go… until now..,” said Minho in his heart.
Chan chan could smile at him when he stared at her. Minho still waits for the right time until he could reach directly two big results. 

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“you are too tricky, nampyeon.. and I guess Chan chan really hopes for it,” said Minhyo while they were eating dinner.
They still live in apartment. Minho was also busy playing with young soon that could start to eat foods by himself.
“Ah.. actually I don’t want to discuss about her feeling… I am afraid it’s gonna hurt you,” said Minho, while he was just busy seeing his son’s style of eating.
Then he laughed at young soon when his mouth was full of porridge.
“you are my great son… clever,” Minho wiped his mouth with napkin.
Then he turned his head to her.
“admit it.. you are gonna be very jealous if we talk about her.. right??”.
Minhyo was silent. She is indeed. But she always tries to hide in front of him. Even though Minho talked about that woman last time… for keeping her not as 1st wife no more, but the 2nd… still.. Minhyo is actually very very jealous..
“don’t speak.. I know it,” he said again.
“it’s really confusing me… why can not I refuse Chan chan’s love meanwhile we have been apart??? I am so greedy… ,”
“Am I??,” asked him to her.
Minhyo was still silent, she didn’t know what to tell.. even though she knew, the answer might be: yes.
“you know what, Minhyo… I feel regret to divorce her… ,”
“but in another case… I also want you… ,”

Shin Minhyo cried. She felt trapped with his power, also with her own feeling. Minho wants her, but in the mean time, also shares his love to chan chan. She hates it.. really hates.. at the same time Minho really needs her badly, at another time, he really care about Han chan chan.. something than she thinks, mostly women will be very sad knowing their spouse acts like this.
“I told her that I don’t wanna discuss nor talk about it… I need to fight for all investments that Han Family usurped….,” said Minho while he wiped off her tears.
“you wont leave me.. right?? After I dare myself to sacrifice my career in police,” she said.
Minho nodded. He said that he more loves her than Han chan chan. Last time they talked how to make her as the 2nd, he thought it was his fool for being stressed of many problems.
“but we already told her about this.. and I guess.. she hopes so,” said Minhyo.
Minho nodded. He said a bit regret about it. now the most important for him now is taking back all the investment.. he cant be bankrupt.
“I don’t wanna loose from them… no way.. tomorrow.. I will tell my lawyer about this.. and they must serve it,” he said firmly.
“No way for me to be poor.. no way if they want to take more than a half of assets that I hold for..,” he added.
Minhyo just nodded. She tried to understand him more for this case. Minho helped her wiping tears on her cheeks.
“I wont leave you… as I promise.. you are always be young soon’s mom… not her,”
Minhyo hugged him.. in between fear and hope…
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“what? How have they already talked with those investors without me???,” Minho bulged his eyes, very shocked. He thought Han family didn’t start to have a meeting with some investors today, but they did.
“whose initiative?,”
The secretary replied that it was by Mrs Lee, his own mom.
Minho sighed, how come his mom more believe in them than in him?? It’s then becoming more complicated because all those investors might believe in them for discussing about last development and shares.
“so.. you gave all the data to my mother??”.
The secretary said yes on the phone. Minho got headache. He was grumpy, why his mom is really easy being instigated, meanwhile he is thinking how to share all profits and talking about this with his lawyer.
“I don’t know, Mr Lee… I cant be against her want.. I am sorry,”
“not your fault,” said Minho on the phone and shut it off.
Minho called chan chan to say about this, and she’s very streaked.
“I don’t know about it, Minho… they didn’t tell me..,” she said.
Then Minho said, where they were now.. there they were.. they held meeting with all investors.
Minho was so shocked. He felt trampled. He was in a hurry going there.

“YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME!!,” he directly came to a big meeting room in one of his hotels, opened the door so wide, yelled to who held meeting in there.
Mrs Lee was shocked seeing his son’s attitude.
Minho pointed Mr Han’s nose in front of them.
“YOU CANT MAKE ME BANKRUPT, MR HAN.. !,” he still yelled.
Minho.. you are impolite!!,” his mom yelled at him, then sat. She was so shocked.
“They try to make all what I’ve afforded for this time.. all gone with the wind!,” said Minho with loud voice, whilst pointing his finger to Mr Han. All the investors saw this.
“I.. should the one who held this meeting… not you, Mr Han.. you just mess up all my companies,”
For the beginning, all investors actually didn’t know this cleavages, then Minho in there finally told them what happened.
“you cant do this to us, Mr Han… it’s tricky,” said Mr Kang, he has investment especially with the budget hotel.
“ya… if you cant handle the business just because having family problem.. you’d still prefer Mr Lee to do it, Mr Han.. he’s heir all his father’s business and we believe in him for last 7 years…”, said other.
“ya.. business was cool and he made it,” said another.
Mr & Mrs Han, also Mrs Lee were so ashamed being treated like this in front of all. Mr and Mrs Han came near to him.
“I will make you suffer more than this, Minho,” threatened Mr Han.
They were out. Mrs Lee also came near by him and didn’t say anything.
They were out from that big room. Minho bowed to them respectfully.
Mr Kang, Mr Roh and others gave their bow to Minho. they have no problem with this director and also owner of many companies.
Minho replied their bow respectfully.
“I am so sorry for what has happened just now.. “, he said with low voice.
Then he sat on his chair that last was for Mr Han.
“let’s start the meeting,” he led it calmly.
All applauded for him. They began the real meeting.
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Chan chan was shocked when she knew from her parents that Minho made them and his own mom ashamed in front of the investors this noon.
“you still love that kind of guy, huh??,” nagged Mrs Han to her.
“I don’t know about it, Eomma.. anyway.. it’s normal.. he just holds what he has,” Chan chan anyway was still by his side.
“Look at what she just said.. your daughter still loves that jerk guy.. even he made his mother ashamed!,” yelled Mrs Han. She was so upset.
Chan chan then stood up, her eyes were glazed, trying to hold her tears in front of her parents.
“ I do.. I do still love him up till now.. and I guess.. for what he just did is right..”.
“I hate you all… father.. mother..”
“I hate you controlling myself.. so that I am divorced with him!”
She yelled so loud. She finally couldn’t stand with her parents’ attitude. She ran to her room and banged the door.
She cried on the bed. She still hopes that someday could be together with Minho again.
“I cant stand being like this, Minho.. I still love you.. but now I suffer…I bear all the pains..,”


To be continued to part 22nd